The journey of a robot to the heart of an angel

Part - 14

This as to be the darkest day of my life  . Serkan thought as he dug his fingers into his palm harder as he could . If he check his hands now , there will be blood for sure .What was he thinking before he invited his cousin over . Yes , Eda's safety. Now he regretting it .Ozan is openly flirting with Eda and making her laugh .  May be i should kick him out . Eda is going to be safe after tonight anyway . That's when Ozan took Eda's hand into his and pretend to look the ring . Serkan lost his all sanity as Ozan palmed Eda's hand . That's it I'm going to kill him 

Eda : Did you like it ?

Ozan : Of course it's suits perfectly to your hand , where did you get it ?

Eda : Serkan give it to me . It's " In relationship ring "

Ozan : WHAT !!! YOU ARE HIS GIRLFRIEND ??? AS IN MY SISTER IN LAW ???

Eda : Shhh.. Keep your voice down . Yes we are dating and no one knows it yet

Ozan : Oh man , here i thought i finally found the beauty of my dreams ...

Serkan: She definitely is a beauty from dreams , but not yours Ozan

Serkan possessively placed a hand on Eda's shoulder and kept glaring at Ozan.

Serkan : If i find you flirting with her one more time , I know how to kill someone and wipe their existence out of earth if it's necessary....

Ozan visibly paled . The dark look on Serkan's face confirmed his slightest doubt about Serkan's threat . Eda got up and placed a kiss on Serkan's lips to ease him up . She knows how wreak was his schedule for past week and how tensed he was . She didn't want him to worked up in this matter too . Serkan placed a hand on her waist and kept deepening this kiss without care of the rest of  world . When they finally parted Eda was slightly panting.

Eda : You feel better now ?

Serkan : I feel much more better if he kept his distance from you

Eda took his hand and placed a kiss on his palm.  Ozan got up from his seat and walk out and closing the door on his way . Serkan picked up Eda and and placed on the desk as soon as he knew that they are alone.  He started kissing all over Eda's neck and nibbles his way down to her chest . Eda grabbed his face and stopped him . She looked at him in the eye and saw raw passion burning in them . But she also saw something else in there that she couldn't recognise.  It wasn't love or connected to love . It was somthing darker . But Serkan refused to talk about it when ever she brings it up. That's why Eda went along with Ozan's flirting, to bring Serkan to the edge so he will be willing to talk .

Eda : Serkan , What's going on ?

Serkan quickly cut his eye contact with her

Serkan : Nothing Eda , i just want to feel you close

Eda : Serkan look up to me

When he didn't , Eda gently grabbed his face and turned him to face his

Eda : I'm not a fool Serkan . I know something's going on for the past week . And whatever it is , i don't like it.  I don't like anything that keeps you away from me . Even if it's mentally. So please tell me so we could end it together. So you could come back to me .

Eda's eyes filled with tears . She tried to control it but it just felt wrong to hold vach anymore . So she let loose . It feels like she was loosing her magic with Serkan.  Since the day she confessed her past to him , somthing happened to both of them . And whatever it is , it's stabbing her right to her chest . She just wants to end whatever it is and gose back to whatever they were in the past . She can't afford to loose Serkan when it took hell of a effort to finally open up to her demons. It's not like Serkan wasn't attentive or caring . It's more like he was over attentive. It's like if he lost his sight of her , she'll disappear into thin fog . He was so paranoid that if she went to bathroom at night and he couldn't find her curled up next to him on bed , he'll become frantic and start to search for her while calling her name loudly in his whole apartment. It always took a lot time to calm him back to sleep . It's like he went through a panic attack. And Eda couldn't take it anymore. She wants this to end.  She wants his suffering to end . For that she needs to know what exactly causing this . Is it me ? Is it my past that haunting him ? Dose he see a victim when ever he looks at me ? Serkan gently wipe tears of her face .