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Brighter days

A/N: NOPE I NEVER FORGOT! Enjoy the last chapter... or maybe there will be another one? You decide. Cause if I don't get over 10 reads, I'll shut it down and say this is it. Probably not gonna get more than a epilogue though. Sorry. I'll explain shit in the end. >.< -Iz

*Flashback*

Zacky's POV

"What the hell are we doing?" Gerard grumbled into his hands, holding Frank tighter to his side, shivering slightly when he felt Frank's finger trace patterns over his hipbone. "Saving a life." Frank stated clearly. "We both know that we wouldn't forgive ourselves if we gave up now." Gerard nodded. "It just seems like everything is wasted time, baby. Whenever there's an up, it comes one downer."

"Yeah, but I guess he has to understand that he actually can fight it before it gets better. He's so young." Frank murmured into the crook of Gerard's neck, kissing it lightly.

"What should I've done without you baby." Gerard smiled, hugging Frank tighter to his body, sighing peacefully as he finally allows himself to relax a tiny bit. Frank always knows how to make him feel so much better.

Oh my god how I want that.. Someone who cares this way. I take in Frank's words with struggle, but when I leave the door opening it is with a new determined decision. I'm gonna get clean.

*End of flash back*

Brian's POV

"What the hell are we doing?" I ask sleepy, crawling closer to Zacky's body as we snuggle with each other. Having him so close means so much to me, never have I ever needed someone like this. However, now that I have them, I know I'm never gonna feel the same again. "We're cuddling." He smiles, its like he knows what I'm talking about, but he avoids the subject with ease. "No shit Sherlock."

"Brian, just enjoy it will ya?" He sighs. When did he get so content? Well, I'm glad I can make him feel this way. At least I hope it's me that makes him feel this way.

"You know you're gonna get clean yeah?" He asks me, just like there's no way I'm gonna fail. "What makes you so sure?" I ask him, biting my lip. My eyes shows all the uncertainty that I feel when it comes to this. "Cause I'm gonna be here. Moreover, I'm gonna believe in you. I just need to make you believe it yourself." He kisses my forehead, caressing my cheek gently. And I just can't resist it anymore. I lean forward and kisses him passionately. The kiss are loving, simple, loaded with emotion. Just like it should be. Never did I believe that you could get high on love. Maybe Zacky has a point after all. Maybe I'm gonna get clean?

But what about Jimmy? Is he always gonna be chased after by the cops? Is he always gonna struggle.. It's unfair.

" I think I love you Brian.." A whisper, not very loud, like he's afraid of what I'm gonna think. "I love you too Zacky." I blush brightly, my mind is forgetting all about Jimmy as I look into those mesmerizing eyes, seeing nothing but the pure reflection of my own feelings.

later that morning....

"We're gonna have to find something you can do. You can't walk around home here without doing anything, that way you'll easily fall back into the old pattern." Zacky said thoughtfully, watching Brian up and down as they ate their breakfast in piece inside Zacky's giant livingroom. "Yeah, maybe.. I just. I don't know anything I'm good at, Zee! I've never worked..." Brian sighed, looking up at Zacky with big sad brown eyes. "Aww, honey, we'll find something." Zacky cooed, caressing Brian's cheek with feather light touches. "You can come with me at work, we'll work something out from there." Zacky smiled, reaching for Brian's hand. "Let's go."