There is nothing left....

Why........

One gloomy morning Grace got up to go to high school even though her life is already pretty shitty. She gets out of bed and goes to the bathroom to get ready. She took of her cloths and hoped in the shower thinking on what she was going to get called in the office for today cutting?,saying shes gonna kill herself, or because she climbed the roof and almost jumped of at school. Probably that. She thought. She finished up and got dressed. and headed off to school in her car. When she got there people were already starring at her and talking about her and how many times she almost killed herself. But Grace didn't care she was gonna die soon anyway.

When she left the house to go to school she crossed the highway  across from her school thinking nothing then all the sudden she saw a car. She felt like it was an opportunity to univalve herself . She tool a step towards the fast moving car. But then she felt a hand yank her away,then she fell on the ground puzzled. She looked up with confusion and saw a man staring at her. "what were you thinking . Did you not see the car?" Grace still looking puzzled, helped her up to her feet. " I'm OK I...I.. I just didn't see the car..." She said trying to figure out why he saved her. " OK well I better get going bye..."  "Bye..." She still looked puzzled she wanted to know why he saved her. She knew nobody would care if she died or nobody would have stopped her from crossing the highway to get hit. She snapped out of her thoughts and went to school.

When she got to school she felt weird. like something was gonna happen,or that someone was gonna happen. But she brushed it off and didn't care. She went to her first hour class and just stared at the window thinking what her next move would be to kill her self or what she was gonna do after school. but then The office lady came down and asked the teacher if she could Borrow me for the rest of the hour. Then the lady snapped her figures at me saying that I need to go with her. I started to get my stuff and walk down the hall with the office lady and she was saying that the Dean needed me. I honestly didn't care nothing mattered at this point. When I entered the office I saw the guy who saved me. "Grace this is our new student Marcus. 

"Hey you're the girl from this morning right?" "yes..Yes I was...Hi i'm Grace nice to meet you Marcus..." "Well grace you are gonna show Marcus around the school... ok? "yes....." "Ok great Marcus you will follow grace around and I will give you your schedule tomorrow ok?""Yes." "Great you guys are dismissed. We both left the office and stared at each other awkwardly. "So are you gonna show me around or what?"  "oh ya sorry I spaced out heh...." She showed him around for the rest of the hour and then it was a study hall. " So are you just gonna follow mw all day?" " seems like it I don't have a schedule yes so....ya."

"ok.....Hey Marcuse? "Ya?" "why did you save me?" " why are you asking me." "Because I'm just wondering why..." "Oh well It is kinda obvious because I don't think anyone should walk out in the street and die." "oh.. Ya sorry foe asking." "ya ok."     It is the end of the day and Grace is walking to her car when she sees the highway again having an urge to wait for a car and walk right into the street and get hit by it. But she saw Marcus a couple feet by her so she knew he would stop her so she didn't do it. So she just crossed the road being careful.

She soon arrived home seeing that her dads car was there. She tried to turn on her car again but it was too late he saw her. He came up running to her screaming telling her to open the door so he could hit her. He opened the door and smacked her right across the face leaving a red mark, he continued to yell at her telling her she couldn't have any food for the rest of the day. Her dad only came home when he needed something mostly money or just a place to crash for a night when he was on the road. Grace got out of the car and ran to her room locking the door. She waited until her dad was asleep until she could get her blade so he couldn't walk in on her. she locked the door and garbed her blade under her mattress. She slowly slit her wrists and watched the blood slowly drip down on her leg. She felt relieved like some of her pain was gone. after she stooped the bleeding  she went to bed hoping that she would simply die in her sleep...