Every night u cry alone u are in pain the sadness englufs u ur heart is bleeding u think that u need someone to be by ur side to make u feel safe to tell u im by ur side someone to listen to all ur problems .
One day u meet this person who will comfort u who will "u can tell me " " im here for u" "i will always be by ur side " u will be happy cause u think someone is by ur side . U will think that u cant leave with this person she is ur life ur everything ....
DOES LOVE SHARE THE PAIN ? no it doesnt babe
*u say u understand but no u dont understand my pain cause u dont feel what i feel so u dont understand me *actually no one can understand other's pain so stop lying to urself only u can understand ur pain u dont need someone to tell u " im here for u " yes you are here for me so what? what will change ? will u solve my problems ?
*No i need someone to listen to me i need to vent * this person doesnt give a single fuck about ur problems . venting or crying wont make your problems go away this person too . Telling a person about ur problems is like telling a wall ur problems the only difference is people tell lies to make u feel better or maybe they comfort u with true things but after speaking with them when u are alone in ur room do their words matter in this time ? no . People only listen to u cause they want to make u believe u need them in ur life they want to feel like they are important this is what they think " i always listen to people's person im a good person they need me in their lifes poor guys ..." do you want people to pity you ? cause this is why they listen to ur problems but if u want it its ur choice
" u are not facing this problems alone cause im with u " okey do u suffer like i do ? do u feel the sadness that kills me ? do u think about ending all ur life ? do u overthink as i overthink ? do u have these voices in ur head ?.... no u dont so dont say i face it with u when u cant even understand and dont think u are able to live what i live to say what i live and im facing and i fight it alone . love doesnt share the pain , yes i love u and u love me but u dont feel my pain and i dont feel urs too .
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I don't generalize and if you want and you think you need to tell your problems then do , it I don't judge I just give my opinion or the truth hehehe
