I can't go to sleep. This whole witch thing is still shocking each time I think about it. And the fact that I could lose control scares me. But something else is on my mind. Recently the boys have became more confusing and started arguing more. I'm not sure why their so on edge and I get this sick feeling it's my fault. I also have a much smaller problem. I think I might be developing a crush. Ugh it's so stupid. I keep playing with the ring. Something about it is also off.