Shy {A Kiani Fanfiction}

Chapter 7 (Will's View)

I working on my social skills with Bayani. It kind of works. I stutter with my sentences, but I am able to have conversations with the other Cube members. I still avoid them as much as possible with my social anxiety. I wish I could, but it is something more than you will understand. Only people like me understand how agonizing the task of being social is. I talk to Bayani way more than anyone else. Bayani has this effect on me that draws me to him. He makes me feel comfortable and alive. I have been considering going a step further in our relationship. It is something that I really want to do, but it is a hard task. Even harder than talking to other people. I want to become his boyfriend. It is something that I want to happen so bad! I love him to this extent, and I want to see what will happen. I get online and find Bayani. I immediately get nervous. I start sweating and my palms are clamped. I am so afraid of rejection, but if I never ask, I will never know.

"Hey Bayani," I manage to say.

"Sup Will. How are you doing dude?" Bayani said. I realize that I don't know what I am going to say. I immediately panic.

"Hello?" Bayani said puzzled.

"Hi, um. I would just like to know if you ever would, I don't know, like go out with me?" I ask. I feel stupid and embarrassed. What was that? I just said what ever came to my mind.

"Um, let me think for a second," Bayani said. A moment of awkwardness followed.

"Sure, why not?" Bayani said.

"Wait, really?" I said excitedly.

"Yeah dude, it seems like a good decision to go out with a really cute dude. I looked up your picture online,"

"Stalker," I said and Bayani laughed his cute laugh. This is amazing. I have my first boyfriend and it is Bayani.