MASKED✔️

part 1

Dark alley,
No sign of people..
Night 12:00 clock.
I was walking to go home as soon
As possible.. This road isn’t safe for
Any girl, mostly when it is night
Time, the guard tell us to not
Come here....
Finally i goes to my house.. I felt so
Horrible walking in that path.
I don't know
Whenever i try to come with that path
I always feel that someone is behind me
Or looking at me..

I must be hallucinate??
My thoughts stops for a while when my step-mum
And her daughter were looking at me
Like i did some crime.
I looked at my hand. I didn’t have any
Money.. I gave them all
But then why they couldn’t understand
That the i am just a worker and
Not a owner if u want money
U will get it..
'Where is the food?' my mum's
Voice growled. I Somehow easily
Get scared of her voice.

'I-i didn’t have money to buy'
Her daughter was smirking.
She was enjoying while i was
Begging them to stop killing me
My throat was dried of crying and
Screaming..

Was i expecting something?
Something like a miracle will happen?
Was i expecting that a prince from
Fairytale will come to get
Her Princess? 
My life ain't a fairy tale.
And no prince charming is here
To get a garbage

That's what she said before closing the
Infront of my face..
Didn’t  i really expected a lot?
Like them to let me still stay in 'my'
House..

My? That's the word which is somehow
Snatched by them..
I pathetically smiled.. Or should i just
Laugh?

Every one will think of a psycho...
Even if knock at someone's door they
Will ignore presence

Why not? Why they would let a sluts
Come in? Why they would let the slut
Sleep in their house?
My mum?  She told me i am a slut
I believed it?

Why not to believe? I got rapped
But it wasn’t my fault?
Was it?
But still she made me believe it

I am again walking, this time
I Don't know where i am going
Where my destination will take me..

Today is a full moon night,
The moon is seen by the water..
Moon didn’t let me cover my face.
Even when i tried to i felt someone lifted
Me in his arms

I know it’s all just a dream
When i will wake up i will find
Myself in the garbage
I know no prince are coming to take me
No prince will be here for me
No one will take a slut

I let my eyes close for a while
I know if i woke up again
I will be tortured.
They will haunt me

I want myself to be dead by morning
Knowing that no one will be mourn
For me but want my eyes, body some rest
I want my life to give some rest

Thinking that i don't know when i slept again?

I didn’t know when i closed my eyes
And i want to know why i am still here
I was there to give up on me
Then why god give another chance to me?

I realised that i am not in my house
I was looking here and there to find some
Clue?  That whose house it is?
I was more offended seeing me alive
Than here

Life really love to play with me
Even though life is more fucked up
Then god send someone to
Fucked my life more?

What a life? I myself being a joker to me
I dont need to see any tv show
To laugh where i am enough.