You're like what rain feels and smells like, the air breeze when it's raining that seems so nostalgic that i long for is like you.
The endless days of longing for your love and warmth in these cold days hasn't come to an end.
I feel a deep connection with you even if I know I could never hold you in my lifetime.
Even seeing you being happy without the thought of me does make me feel happy aswell.
Sorrowful days I have and I'll have are nothing when you cross my mind.
It's fine knowing you'll never reciprocate these feelings and love I have for you.
I'm convinced we are together in another universe or maybe in the next life we'll both have.
Your heart could have anybody else but me, and it's totally fine with me.
I'll gladly take all the pain and suffering you've caused me and smile as if they were nothing.
Love is a scary thing for a person with a fragile mind and heart like me.
Knowing I could never have you makes me want to give up, even though I'm eventually losing hope as time passes by you'll never leave my mind.
Hoping someday that I would be the one your eyes see even if it's quite delusional of me to think about that.
