The Inevitable of a Thug and a Girl

Chapter 4

"Stop please stop" I yell to my mom's boyfriend.

"shut up bitch I see how you be looking at me , I know you want it" he yells with a slap to my face, making me get a huge headache.

With me being a little weak now he was able to pull my pants and panties down , once I was out of all of my clothes he started to take off his. Before I knew it he slammed himself inside causing me to scream...

"Stop it stop it"

"it's just me, Shawn look at me I got you . No one is here" Shawn say while hugging me .
For 10 mins we just lay there with me in his arms while he say sweet comforting words, shaking a little. Still a little scared from the nightmare I clutch on to Shawn a little tighter which gains me more sweet words in my ear about how he will protect me now.

"It was June 2013, the last day of school for summer break. As usual I walk home clean the dishes and go to my room to read or watch tv. When I walked into my room my mom's boyfriend was in my bed wearing only boxers. Already knowing what he wants I try to make a run for it." Tears start falling as I remember. "i didn't take three steps before he grabbed me by my hair and drug me back into my room. Kicking and screaming from the pain he punches me in my stomach while calling me a fat bitch, causing me to scream louder. I guess that pissed him off because he blacks out, punching and kicking me anywhere he can." Shawn started to hold me tighter.

"going in and out of conscious I noticed he started to pull my pants down. Getting strength back I try to fight him off me. But I couldn't I was too weak and he took off his boxers and before I knew it he rammed himself inside of me. This went on for hours until my mom came . And once she did she put me out without a second glance. He took away my innocence , something I was saving to give the person I love to. Now I can't I'm just some ugly fat hoe who isn't worth shit who made her mothers boyfriend rape her." I say sobbing.

Telling Shawn this was like a weight being lifted off my shoulders. I have never told anyone about that night. I used to have the same nightmares in my car and instead of having someone to hold I would ball up and cry until sleep took over me again.

"Look at me. Ryane' look at me." I eventually looked up at Shawn with tears still falling.

"what he did may hurt but you are beautiful and far from fat you are very very thick...in all the right places. You can't let what he did predict the rest of your life you have to move on and it's going to be hard I know this but you need me to be along with you by your side helping you. I want to meet the real Ryane' the one I know is there the one HE damaged"

Looking into Shawn's eyes I saw nothing but sincere and honesty. Still staring into each others eyes I start to lean up meeting me half way our lips crash into a passionate blissful kiss. Being that this is my first kiss ever I just let Shawn lead it.

Separating his lips from mine I see nothing but love in his eye.

"thank you"

"for what"

"listening and just being there"

"that's what best friends are for" when he said best friends I got just a little sad.

Laying back down after another peck to the lips. We just stare at each other until sleeps takes over us.

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I know I am late with telling you this but this is my very first book and I just want feedback. Like let me know keep or delete