My Bestfriends Are Lovers (Slow Update)

Chapter 1

CHAPTER ONE

I hold my neck when I felt the stinging pain coming from it. Kanina pa ako palakad-lakad just to find a book. Nakaka-five columns na ako dito sa National Bookstore but I could'nt find the book that I was looking. To tell you the truth I don't have a specific book in mind. Sound stupid. Napatawa naman ako sa iniisip ko.

I don't know pero while I'm wandering here in the mall I felt like I want to read a book.

Basta nanga! Ang alam ko lang I want a book. Weird, isn't it? Yeah. But what can I do? I'm following what I'm feeling. Oh 'di ba hugot? Napatawa ulit ako. Shesh! Serious na nga.

Kanina pa rin ako kuha ng kuha ng book na binabalik ko lang din naman sa shelves. And I'm really getting tired here. I let my eyes wander around the shelves. Oh I hope may mahanap na ako.

I stopped when I heard two person... arguing? Oh, yes! Kaunti lang naman kaming mga tao sa section na ito but they are still getting everyone's attention.

"Don't blame me kung nagkalapit man kami. Blame yourself! It's all your fault, Ian!"

Ramdam na ramdam ko ang galit ng taong nagsabi nun but I decided to continue scanning on the books acting like I didn't hear them. Not minding them but I can still hear the girl's voice though. I think this is just a simple LQ. You know 'Lovers Quarrel'.

They should talk to a place na sila lang 'coz they're disturbing us. They should have-- I stopped when I heard the guy talked. I couldn't help myself but to move my head and looked at them.

"Blame myself? Sa tingin mo kasalanan ko kung nagdecision ako nun? Tania! I did that for you, for us!"

I think this is not just a simple LQ. Yeah, I'm wrong with that. The guy just said that was of full anger and loneliness. I could feel it the way he said base on it's tone .

"Well, kung 'yan sa tingin mo? Then be it! Pero sa akin hindi kasi nasira lang ang kung anong meron tayo noon."

"Tania, please. Okay na naman tayo, 'di ba? " The guy said that with sadness.

"Mag-usap na lang ulit tayo kapag parehong handa at okay na. Kasi sa tingin ko ngayon you've just ruined this relationship."

"Tania... Please babe. Please naman oh... " The guy still pleaded and hold the girl's left hand. Ngayon naman I could see tears flowing down to his face but the girl shrugged. Hinawakan niya ang kamay ni guy at marahas na itinapon lang. Tapos nun hinawakan niya ang kanyang kamay as if nakahawak siya ng germs.

Grabe, antigas naman ni girl. Nakakaawa na nga ang guy. Wala ba siyang awa? How could she do that?

Tumakbo na ang girl and leave the guy crying. OhMyG, naawa na talaga ako sakanya. Nakatingin lang ang lahat sa kanya not until may lumapit sa kanya. An old guy.

"Ijo, tumayo kana diyan. Mabuti pa umuwi kana at magpahinga. "

"Hindi ko po ata kaya 'yun. "the guy said while wiping his tears.

"Alam ko pero kayanin mo. Kung kayo talaga ang para sa isa't isa tadhana na ang bahala para maging kayo parin sa huli. "

"Salamat po. Alis na po ako. "

"Sige Ijo, ingat ka. "and then the guy left but the old man still is standing. Nakatingin lang ako sakanya. And then bigla na lang siyang napatingin sa akin at ngumiti. Nabigla ako kaya napalingon ako sa books and get a book.

Lumingon ako para tingnan 'yung old man but he wasn't there na. Ang nakikita ko na lang ay ang mga taong namimili and wandering here in bookstore. Weird.
I looked again in the shelf and stopped. Ngayon ko lang napansin ang hawak kong book.