The Darkest Past

chapter 11

Rytchelle's pov.

After I prayed
Natulog Ako,it just because
I'm so fucking tired today

It was easy to me to sleep
If I can talk to god even he's not responding yet,but I know his listening to me

In the morning*

Nagising Ako dahil sa napakalakas na tunog Ng alarm clock ko.

Im so tired talaga
Pinatay ko Ang alarm clock
At matutulog ulit Ng
May pumasok sa kwarto ko
And I know who it is
kahit Hindi koman Siya titignan.

I don't hesitate to look at her

Damn it!ilang Araw akong nawala tapos ganito lang Ang madadatnan ko Dito?Aba Naman elle!'paasik na sabi nito

You're to noisy'sambit ko habang nilagay ko yong unan to my ears

Elle'she shouted

Ano ba?you're a lawyer
Akala ko ba a lawyer had a manners?'umupo Ako at the edge of bed at pinatong ko yong siko ko sa legs ko at nilagay yong ulo ko

Do I don't have rights to complain?

Your honor wla ba kayong respeto?Hindi nyo ba alam na may natutulog Dito?'mataray Kong sagut

Your honor higit pa po sayong height Ang respeto kopo sa inyo'sambit din Niya

Aba tong babaeng to
Dinamay patong height ko

Tskkk'i roled my eyes

Mag bihis kana elle
At nang makakain na tayo'sabi Niya habang nilibot Ng paningin Niya Ang kabubuan Ng room ko

I can't blame her to complain
Yess Tama Siya napaka dumi na Ng room ko or shall I say buong condo unit namin?patay ka Rytchelle mukhang sesermunan ka ngayon

After Kong mag bihis dumiritso Ako sa dining
Hindi kalakihang yong dining namin sakto lang

Umupo akoa sa tapat Niya
At kukuha na sana Ako Ng pagkain Ng

Opsss!I didn't say that you can eat na'taas kilay na sabi niya

Ehhh,gutom na Ang mga anak ko
Ohhh pakinggan mo rumireklamo na Sila'sambit ko
Oo nga ninang gutom na kami'paBB Kong sabi

Nonsense!'she sigh
At bigla siyang natahimik

What's wrong Keisha?is this all about Leon?'sabi ko at bigla siyang tumingin sakin

How did you know?does Leon told you about us?

Ammm,yeah
But don't worry Hindi Ako maghihimasok sa relasyon nyo
But he wanted me to say that-

Oww,Elle
If he wanted you to apologize to me.nahh,I won't forgive him-

But why?

Basta,look elle
Don't worry about us
We can handle it,gusto kolang ipakita sa kanya na Hindi na mabuti Ang pagkaseloso Niya,
Wla na sa Lugar

Sabagay'pagsang-ayon ko sa kanya

Maiba nga Tayo Elle,
I saw Asher yesterday-

What did he say?may sinabi ba sya sayo?'taranta Kong sabi

Oiii,u look so defensive
Bakit kayo naba?hahaha
Wla Naman siyang sinabi sakin
But-

Ano?

Weyttt,may tinatago kaba?
Don't tell me kayo ni asher?ahhahaha

No,it's not that what you think
We're just friends

Friends lang daw
Ehhh bakit hinahanap ka nya ha?

Did he?

Oiiii,kinilig daw Siya

Stop that kiyang

Ok fine,bakit hinahanap ka Niya?ohhh,I remember may sinabi siyang ilang Araw kana daw wlang duty² sa hospital?totoo ba?

Yeahh-

Why?may problema ba?
I heard tita's illness was getting worst-

Yeahh!that's why
Hindi Ako pumasok
I need some time to think
Kong saan Ako hahanap Ng trabaho-

If you worried about the expenses,were here ni kuya kaizer-

No,you don't need to get involved about this-

Ano kaba Naman elle
We're family-

Don't worry kiyang
I already decided what should I do,I will grab the opportunity to have a 50k per session -

Yess,kagabi I have a dream
That mom has died Kasi Hindi Siya na operahan o ni Hindi man lang na dialysis Dahil were running out of money.

Kaya siguro the use of my dreams to give me sign
That I should take the proposal of Asher bago mahuli Ang lahat

Kaya I have no choice
Kailangan Kong labanan Ang Galit sa puso ko

Ohh gosh
Ang laki non ahhh-

Yeahh,but this is not easy then-

Why?

Si...si'pautal utal Kong sabi

Si?'tanong Niya
Sino Elle?

Si mark!'i shouted

Ehh,Bakit ka sumisigaw?'takot na sabi nito

Aghhh,it isn't obvious?

Ang alin?'tanong nya
With an innocent look as if  di Niya alam Ang past namin ni mark

Cge kiesha pagpatuloy molang

Tssss'
Honestly Wala Naman akong makikitang dahilan if tungkol man ito sa past nyo ehh past lang Naman yon Diba?

Hindi lang basta-bastang past yon kiesha,it's about my didnity
He hurt me,he made my life miserable

Elle,ipakita mo sa kanila na Hindi kana naaapektohan sa past nayon,oo I know it hurts pero this is the right time for you to forget those past

How can I forget
Lalo nat parati ko silang makikita?

Weytt Teka nga
What's the connection of Mark sa 50k Nayan?it means magpapatayo Sila Ng hospital at Ikaw yong una nilang kukunina as a psychologist sa hospital nila?

And dami mo talagang alam sa Buhay ano?syempre Siya Ang tutulungan ko to make him like before-

Huh?what do you mean?
Look,i don't understand-

Mahirap e explain Ang lahat
Pero maynangyari daw Kang mark,I don't know Kong ano-

So,it means
Sa kanya ka magtratrabaho?

Ouhm yeahh,
Kaya nga hirap akong Kunin yang alok Nayan,alam mona

Yeahh,that's it'biglang sambit Niya

And I look at her with an questioning expression

That's the part of moving on elle'dagdag nya pa
Moving on doesn't mean getting off the relationship,moving on means to be come stronger labanan moyang takot Nayan Elle.Your work now can help you to become a better person of your self.

Ok your majesty 'i wear my faked smile

Plastic'she rolled her eyes

And then we're both laughing