•𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐨𝐲• {Tom Kaulitz x fem reader}

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐀𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲

"Take your shit." She says bluntly, tossing a few items of my clothing on the floor. I furrow my eyebrows and walk back over, picking my stuff up.

"Is she prettier than me or something?" She asks, another tear dripping from her puffy eyes. "No. No she wasn't. you're the only girl I want! I know I fucked up. You have every right to hate me"

She rises her hands to rub her face before taking a deep breath, refusing to even look at me. "Are you trying to guilt trip me or something?" She asks. "No I'm not, why the hell would I do that?"

"Well you show up at my house, demanding I speak to you but as soon as I shut you down you start this, 'oh its all my fault yn, you deserve to hate me right now' Tom. It's bullshit."

I scoff and roll my eyes, shaking my head. "Yea you believe that yn, whatever makes you feel better." I toss my stuff back at her. "You keep that, I don't want it."

"You don't realise how fucking unfair and disgusting what you did was. I've never been so fucking embarrassed in my life!" She yells, a sob leaving her mouth. "I do know! I know yn! It's all I can think about. Tell me what I can do, what do I need to do to make you feel better."

"Shut the fuck up and listen to me! You asked me to be your girlfriend, I left you alone for five minutes and you couldn't keep your fucking hands to yourself! You're a pig." She continues, jabbing her finger into my chest as she rambles. "Yn I-"

"No! I told you to shut up and listen! You could have told her no I have a girlfriend! But you just went along with it! What the fuck is wrong with you?!"

"I know I fucked up. And i know I had no right to show up here but I can't stop thinking about you. I was drunk and I was being a fucking idiot. I would do anything to take it back." I explain, stepping closer to her. She takes a step back and shakes her head.

"Shouldn't have fucking done it then, it doesn't take a fucking genius to work that out Tom." She spits through gritted teeth, crossing her arms as more tears spill from her eyes like a fountain. "I don't know what you want me to say. I really am so sorry."

"Sorry isn't good enough Tom. You've hurt me. A lot." She sobs out, wiping her tears frantically. "Please, you don't have to forgive me right now. Just let me make it up to you."

She stares at me for a couple seconds before shaking her head and turning around to walk back inside, I rush over to her and wrap my arms around her from behind. "Yn please listen to me! I'm desperate."

"Let me go Tom!" She yells, thrashing herself around and kicking her legs. "Just calm down!" I retort, gripping on for dear life. How the fuck is she so strong?

"Mikey!" She yells at the top of her lungs, I could hear her sobs getting louder. I just wanted to hold her. That's all I want. I want her to see how much she means to me.

"No!" She fights and struggles to get out of my grip but I don't let go. After a few more minutes of screaming she gives up and leans back against me, her head resting on my shoulder, letting out audible sobs.

I hold the side of her head and kiss it a few times, the smell of her perfume and shampoo filling my nose. "I'm so fucking sorry" I mutter into her hair. She doesn't answer.

She looks up at me and I rest my forehead on her own "can I please make it up to you?" I ask. "I need time." She murmurs.

"I understand"

𝐘𝐧 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞

I just wanted to bring him inside and never let go but I know it wouldn't make me feel any better, in fact it would probably make me feel worse for forgiving him at the snap of a finger.

"Will you wait for me?" I ask. "Always" he answers before pulling me into another hug. This time I hug back, my hand tangled in his dreads.

"Promise me you'll wait"

"I promise yn." he kisses my cheek before pulling away. "Do you have a way of getting back home?" I ask. He briefly shakes his head. "Nope"

"You can stay here tonight, in the living room."

I lead him back inside and take my seat next to Steph again. She sends Tom a glare but doesn't say anything, not wanting to start another argument.

She wraps her arm around my shoulders and I rest my head on hers.

After watching tv for a while and eating the pizza I stand up. "Don't stay up too late." is the last thing I saw before retreating to my bedroom.

𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐋𝐮𝐧𝐚

"So Tom, why'd you do it?" I ask the boy. "Why'd you ditch her?" He retorts, he probably didn't like me much for an understandable reason. "We've both hurt her. But I need to know do you really love her? She doesn't deserve to be messed around."

"I do love her, so much." He hangs his head low and lets out a stressed sigh. "I promise now, you hurt again I'll humiliate you just like you did to her." I send him a death stare.

"Why are you suddenly acting like her friend? After the way you treated her?" He snaps back. "Because I realized she's one of the best things to happen to me. I was like you once. I fell in love with her"

"Her smile, her personality, her laugh, the way she lights up any room she steps in." I continue. "You were in love with her? As in a friendship way?" He asks.

"No, I actually so horribly towards her because I knew I couldn't have her. I didn't deserve her. But you, you had her and you fucked it up." I scoff and shake my head.

I could feel his eyes on me, shocked to say the least. I guess he wasn't expecting someone like me to like girls. "Will you help me?" He asks.

"Only if you promise to never hurt her again" I reply. "I promise" he smiles slightly and nods his head. "Well, goodnight Tom" I clap his shoulder and push myself up off the sofa before jogging up to yns room.

When I get in she's already fast asleep, a picture of her mother and father clenched in her hand. I gently grab the picture and place it on her bedside table.

I leave a kiss on her forehead before slipping into bed next to her.

(I'm so sorry this chapters so short I'm in a huge rush and wasn't be updating for a few hours! Hope you enjoy regardless, loves you 🤍)