Unfamiliar

Fresh beginning

Winter of 21,

I woke up from my nap. It felt like a fresh beginning without him by my side.

At last, things had to change, nothing ever lasts...

I can't hold on...

My memories feel hazy,

My surroundings feel unfamiliar,

Faces around me seem Distant,

I feel lost.

Is change always good? 

Yes or No?

What is left? If my end is close, Then I wish to see him again,

just once,

His voice, his face, his embrace, anything is enough. Because...

He is the only memory that doesn't seem hazy,

he is the only place that doesn't feel unfamiliar,

and he is the only face that seems close.

They say soulmates are people who used to be one but are now separated.

Do soulmates feel this torturous feeling, this unpleasant emptiness?

As I feel it, does he feel it too?

Do you believe soulmates are real?

This place which looks like home doesn't have the warmth I felt, 

is it because he isn't here?

Who is he you ask?

I don't know either...

his name, his home, his age. Nothing

Once I find him will this torturous feeling vanish?

Will the unpleasant emptiness be filled?