*Based on The Way I Loved You by Taylor Swift*
Y/n's POV
"He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous"
"Does that sound good?" I ask my best friend Sofia. "Yes, I mean it was true" Sofia laughed a little. "I still can't believe that we're officially done," I said
"Honestly we all were," Sofia said. "But I feel like you're just saying that cause your my best friend" I replied with a sigh. "No ma'am I'm not saying it because I'm your best friend I'm saying it because it's true we all thought you and Kevin were going to get married and have kids," she said sounding more serious
"I wish" I sigh more than before as I think of more lyrics to write.
"He says everything I need to hear, and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better"
I start to write down and think of all the times I felt like I wasn't enough for him.
*flashback*
I'm just sitting here watching Kevin play and he looks so happy doing it and I'm glad he's happy doing this. The games are done. They won I love that for them and I could tell he was so happy which makes me so happy. I try to go find him but I see him with some girl and she looks so close to him and she's so pretty.
Kevin looks up at me and smiles. I smile back so he won't notice anything but I see him saying bye to the girl. "Hola mi amor," he said "Hola Kevin como estás" I said. "Bien y estas bien tú?" he asked "Yes I'm okay Kevin," I said. "Y/n if it's about that girl she was a fan I don't want her I always want you," he said as he pulls me in for a kiss.
*end of flashback*
I continue writing the song Sofia officially left so she can be with her boyfriend. I start trying to think of more moments that Kevin and I had. Yes, he's my inspiration for this song I know we aren't together anymore but this was the best relationship I've had.
"He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, "You look beautiful tonight"
And I feel perfectly fine"
This lyric is significant because every time he and I would hang out he always made sure to be out of the car to open my door and would always tell me I look good or that I'm beautiful.
"But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2 a.m. and I'm cursing your name
So in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kind of rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you"
These fit the song because all relationships have ups and downs and this is just saying that I loved (still love but who's saying anything) Kevin. Yes, we had arguments and yes there were times when I would ignore him or he would ignore me but we always made up.
"He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable"
Kevin always respected everything I did and that was from the beginning when we started talking he was always respectful and he would always try to make me feel better when I wasn't that happy.
When I introduced him to my parents he got along with them pretty well my mom told me she thinks he was so respectful to both her and my father. My dad when he heard I had a boyfriend I don't think he expected it to be Kevin Alvarez. I had just told them his name and that's all I didn't tell them he played soccer or anything.
