nyx x ashira 🥵🥵🥵🥵

its about time i tell him...

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*ASHIRA BBY'S POV*

I sigh, looking down at the water. Nyx isn't here...

"Oh, why, hello Shira!" Nyx greets and grins at me. Damn... Every time he's around, he ALWAYS makes my heart tingle and my stomach churn in the right ways. I desperately wish we were more than just friends...
"Hey, Nyx!" I return his grin happily, my face slightly heating up. I really hope he doesn't noti-

"Uh... Shira? Are you ok? Your face is looking quite red."

I hear him say in a worried tone. OH MY FUCKING GOODNESS... SHIT SHIT SHIT WHAT DO I SAY. I HATE HAVING A CRUSH ON NYX...

"Haha! It's nothing, Nyx! I'm alright." Thank goodness I played it off cool. I think I might be blushing a bit more though.
"...If you insist..."

....Now it's awkward.
I'll just try my best to iniate something...

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*NYX'S POV*

"I- uh.. Need to tell you something." Ashira mumbles. I truly wonder what he wants to tell me...
"What is it?" I reply, quickly and curiously.



"...I l-like you.." Ashira says quickly. But in what possible way does he mean? All I've heard and seen about people liking each other is being friends. I don't know too much from anywhere except for Soxophati. I think he knows we're good friends though. So...

"I know, Shira. We've been great friends for a while. It's only common we'd like each other."

...did a few tears just fall down from his face...? did i make a mistake?!

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*MR FRIENDZONED'S POV AGAIN*

.....
Did I just get fucking friendzoned by my crush?
I think I have a broken heart now...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY FUCK YOU NYX
I still love you Nyx please realize.
DOES HE NOT FUCKING KNOW WHAT I MEAN???

Shit SHit SHIt SHIT!!!! I'm in so much pain right now. I can't even fucking feel anything because I don't know how to react or tell him properly that I like LIKE him. Maybe even LOVE him?! I feel nauseous now... HOW THE FUCK DO I HANDLE THIS.

...shit i think a few tears just rolled down.
outside, im fine. inside, i'm dying.
why do you do these things to me, you otherwordly faerie.

"Hello? Pardon? Earth to Shira? Are you okay?? It doesn't look like it." ....he just pat me on the shoulder. WAIT. HE WAS FUCKING CALLING FOR ME?!

"Y-Yeah... I'm fine....." i think i blew my cover. I can't do this shit anymore...

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NEXT CHAPTER? go right on whoever you even are...!!! (shira is a massive L)

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