We've been in school for almost a month now, I've made a couple of friends but none of them really like me, but I've gotten a little close with the band. Tom and me don't get along that well but there's a piece of me that thinks that lip piercing is hot. I could never tell him that though.
As I was getting ready for school I heard a knock on my door, since I thought it was my brother I told him to come in. As the door opened I heard a familiar voice that wasn't my brothers "hey my favorite idiot" the voice said as I heard my bed creak. I looked at my bed through the mirror to see Tom staring back at me.
He came closer and I felt his hands grab my waist, I could hear his breath start pacing
"Tom... what are you doing?"
"I've been waiting to do this for a long time Mya" he whispered in a breathy voice. I felt his pick me up and through me on my bed. I felt his lips against mine.I opened my eyes wondering what just happened, I picked up my phone to see it was 6:03
"GEORG WERE GONNA BE LATE"
"OMG IM COMING MYA" he screamed back.
I don't wanna see Tom, even if it was a dream I still remember how he felt. After I threw on some eyeliner and eyelashes, I decided to wear my pajamas because the plaid pants and cropped shirt was kinda cute.School started off normal then came lunch
"Someone looks like their ready for bed" Tom pointed out. I looked up from my lunch to see him staring at me, I couldn't help but stare at his lips. After some time of awkward staring he caught on smirking making me blush to myself.I heard that bell ring "car riders and walkers are dismissed" I grabbed my bag, but I felt a hand on my shoulder stop me
"What was that all about at lunch mya"
"Nothing Tom I just don't feel good" i say trying to sound as believable as possible.
He gave me a look that said " your lying" I walked away becoming a blushing mess.When I was home I decided to take a long shower to collect my thoughts.
Once out the shower I threw on a black shirt and some jeans.(The outfit for the day)
Once out I put on my lashes and went downstairs to get a snack, to my suprise the whole band was there talking about playing tonight at the club down the street.
"Hey Mya wanna come to our concert tonight" I heard bill ask me. I shook my head yes with a mouth full of food.We all had to cram into Gustavs tiny ass car, which caused me to be stuck next to the door and Tom. Even though it wasn't a long drive it felt like forever.
"You look really good Mya" i head tom whisper into my ear, but before I could open my mouth to say anything I felt his hand on my thigh as he moved slowly up. He took his hand off my thigh and winked at me, I wanted him so bad but, he's gonna hurt me.At the club we decided on getting drunk then dancing. At our table this extremely cute waiter came to take our orders.
"And what would this beautiful girl like" the cute waiter said, i blushed as I told him my order.Out of the corner of my eye I saw Tom staring him down as if being protective of me. After a few drinks we decided to start dancing... I didn't know that took over me but I felt all my nerves disappear as I walked over to Tom and grabbed on to him almost grinding on his leg. I watched a smile grow on his face as the song switched to a slow song.
"Your so hot Mya" I heard him say.
"Your so hot Tom" i said in a droopy voice.
"Can i tell you a secret Tom?" He nodded his head as i leaned in
"I like you a lot and your sooo hot" i whispered as he turned red and his smile faded.
"Your to drunk to talk about this Mya" he walked away leaving me there.———————————————————————-
I woke up in a unfamiliar room I rolled over to find my phone and saw.. Tom?! I nudged him to see his eyes flutter open
"Hey love" his morning voice making me blush immediately. He pulled me in and gave me a hug before I pulled away to go use their shower and get fixed up.
"Can I borrow some clothes because mine are all dirty I asked.He smirked and said "you don't need any clothes around me" i stared at him flustered not knowing what to say next. Eventually he handed me a pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt.
I walked out of the shower to find him gone. I wanted to wait but then I got a message.
"Did you mean what you said at the club"
I stared at the message blankly, trying to remember the night before. Then it hit me I told him I liked him...A/N
this is my first book and lemme know how it is because i need tips💋
Also should I do a slow burn into it or quick??
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