JONATHAN'S POV
My name is Jonathan Blaze Briones, I am currently 21 years old and My my parents have a share in Keimyung University that I Study . I have been facing the challenges in my life. The bully person or bullying I don't know if I have a friends sometimes what they say to you is so hurtful that they think you're fine I don't know if they consider me a friend or not, but it's okay. In our class I don't understand many things. Life is the biggest worst for me. I tell myself that I don't want anymore because I think that "what is my use in this world", that not even one person cares about me, cares about my feelings.
Apparently, some people were born lucky, but it was not me. My life is a very mess or worst, I can't tell to anyone about my problem, not even one person, because I'm not important to them even my family. My father was the one cares for me but unfortunately he died in 2021 so I have no person to tell my problem. My father was my hero and he was my favorite, so my mother was the only one left with me. I miss my father so much.
"Mom I'm leaving" I said to my mother.
She did not response, but it's okay I'm used to it everyday before I go to school.
"Blaze how are you?" Lucas ask me.
"I'm good" she smile to me but i know it was a fake smile.
"Hey I'm good and happy okay" I smile to him with assurance.
"So what are you doing here in outside of campus hm?" I asked here with a smile in my face.
"I'm waiting to you dumbass" I sighed, shaking my head.
I'm here inside of the classroom, I was listening to our prof and suddenly one of my classmates throw a crambled paper to me, I looked back and I saw him smirked to me.
"Hey you okay? I saw what he did to you"Lucas ask me worriedly.
"I'm okay, I'm used to it" I smile to him.
"Everyday they always do something bad to you but it's okay with you, you don't even fight back" he said to me with a serious tone.
"Lucas you know that my parents are have a share in this School, so if I do something bad to them I'm sure my mother probably angry to me" I said with a sad voice.
I heard him sighed and back to his chair and listen to our prof again.
The class is over, but Lucas is so silent since earlier, he still doesn't say anything, so I spoke.
"Hey Lucas let's go to cafeteria I'm hungry" I said to him with my cute voice and I made my aegyo because I know he can't resist me.
I'm here in the cafeteria with Lucas, he buy a food for the two of us, I looked around in the canteen and I saw a beautiful girl in other table with her friends I think, I don't know how long I starting at her and I didn't know that Lucas returned to our table.
"Blaze who are you looking at?"he asked with a serious face.
"Oh nothing I was just looking outside" I said to him with a smile to hide my nervous.
We eat peacefully and the bell rang so we walked toward to our classroom.
I'm still thinking the girl earlier in the cafeteria, I don't know if I will see her again. I'm still looking forward to see her again and ask her name.
FAST FORWARD
"Mom I'm home" I shouted.
"Im here in the kitchen son" she said, so I went towards the kitchen.
"Hi mom, what food you cook? she smile to me that made my heart soft.
"I cooked all of your favorite food" I smile and hugged her tight.
We peacefully eating, suddenly my mom phone rang, she walked upstairs to her room so I wash the plates that we used and I went towards my room, I do my routine every night before I sleep.
"Goodnight dad" I looked at the picture on the side of my bed with a sad smile in my face.
xoxo love ❤️
