Fetish // h.s fanfic

2. Sins

I swiftly turned around and gazed at my apartment to make sure everything looked..appropriate?

"Nice" Harry murmured and I felt my face heat up and I was surely red.

"It's not much but it's good right now" I brushed past him to grab my coffee cup that I had left on the table this morning.

"So why do I have to dress nice?" I glanced over my shoulder and my eyes met Harry's and I couldn't keep eye contact for long before I felt my knees go weak. It should be illegal for people to be as good looking as this man.

"Well, I was going to ask if you would like to attend a party with me later on tonight?" He spoke with confidence and a slight smirk twisting onto his face.

"You party?" I snorted and laughed which quickly ending when I saw the unimpressed look upon Harry's face.

"It's more of a...formal thing"

"Uh yeah, sure. I'll come"

I stood in my doorway to the kitchen and leant against the wall.

"So.."

"So.." Harry responded quickly.

"Are you going to show me?"

I almost choked on my own salvia at the thought of showing him things. My eyebrows raised and I bit my lip as I began to imagine the things that I would do to him. It's astonishing how quickly my perception of this man changed, one minute he was this uptight pig and the next he was this confident, sexy and sweet man..

"Emma?" Harry spoke and quickly bought me back to reality.

"Uh, yeah.. Just give me a minute"

I turned to walk into my bedroom and grabbed my music notes and guitar before heading back to the lounge.

"So, this is an original.. Well obviously it is but it's not finished yet so just be.."

"Emma" Harry interrupted.

"Just breath" he laughed.
I reached my hand across and placed the notes on his lap. At the same time, he reached his hand to grab them and I felt his hand on top of mine and I sharply moved my hand away.

Harry's eyes met mine and he gave me a confused look.

"Um, I.. Yeah, here we go" I muttered.

I took a sharp intake of breath and closed my eyes before preparing myself for what I was about to do.

I began to strum my guitar in a slowly yet even paced speed and I kept my eyes closed, letting every note sink in before I opened my mouth and began to sing the words that I remember so vividly writing down..

My heart in your hand, I promised you love til I was old and grey
My life in your control, but I just couldn't make you stay
You left me cold and broken and I never even knew
Oh baby, what your love could do

You were the first taste of this world
And I never wanted anything else
But I couldnt help the fall
I thought you would be there for it all

You left me cold and broken
A story that's untold
Dreams stolen as a token
With nothing left but my soul

We lost it all
Memories mixed with madness
But you couldn't save me
We lost it all
My mind fills with sadness
As I trace my fingers on the letters carved into our tree.

Suddenly I stopped playing and panicked.

"Uh, that's all I have and I totally understand that it was crappy and I wasn't on key but I really think that once it's finished then it will be something good" I rambled faster then I have ever spoken before and I stood to my feet and put the guitar on the side on my couch.