Sweet Love Lies

Chapters 7

Another day, and I got one more day older. I thought not to think about him, but he was my first thought after I woke up this morning. 

'what are you doing?' I look at the text on my phone, typing 'shopping stationary'. My slips can't stop smiling, once again looking at the contact ID, which says 'Chanyeol'. He makes me happy. 

"You said you guys are just friends" I got startled when soo said that in my ears. 

"God! Can please stop doing that to me" 

"Sorry, I was just asking"

"We are just friends, there nothing like what you are thinking"

"I never told you what I am thinking" he said and gave me a plastic smile, which clearly said that he was done.

I look down at the lock screen again looking at the name that pops up at the screen.

"I don't think he is like that, he treats me so good" i said, 

"So…. You think he gives you special treatment, but it can also happen that it means nothing to him"

"One never knows"

"Girl!! You are really gone crazy, i think you should join us today evening at gathering" 

"No I'm out"

"Think about it, i think you should come, he will also join us, you would get to know him more" and like this he drops the two brushes he chose for himself and goes away, still thinking about Chanyeol. He makes me happy, and sometimes anxious. What does he want from me? He is so gentle when he touches me, his touch feels so good, I want to think about him the whole day.

I look at the little flower he drew at the wrist that day.

A few days ago (at the bar) 

"I'm sorry" said the stranger who bumped into us. 

I went to the restroom after that.

"What is wrong with you girl, why are you all red?!" I whispered to myself, trying to calm down. The moments with him keeps to flashing in front of my mind. I looked at the girl beside me, she is pretty, her dressing sense is nice too, short black hair with a cute black and white hat. A red crop top with a black mini skirt, she shape is nice too, her makeup done perfectly. I looked back at the mirror, and i saw myself, a girl with no makeup, looking so simple, i envy her. I went out and I couldn't find him at our spot. Then I got a text from him saying, "I'm smoking outside, waiting for you". Then went straight outside the bar. I was going approach him but I heard a voice, a feminine voice, "Yeollie" and she approached him first, running to him, she is the same girl i saw in the restroom. 

"Where were you? You weren't answering my texts?" She asks, holding his hands.

He looked at me, approached me, leaving her behind. He came closer and held my hand. 

"Im with her" that was it he answered.

She went to the other side of Chanyeol, she held his hand, and I could see the red tattoo on her wrist, the wings. 

I looked up at him "No no, i can go by my own, you both can hang out together, I'll leave" she looked at me as I said my words, she was glaring at me. But he pulled me back the moment I was about to leave. 

"You don't have to" he says and again looks at her, "why are you still here, leave us alone" and pulls his hand back. 

"Fine" and she went away.

Back to present

 But he also looked mean to her, unlike the way he does to me. He also helped me the other day. I took the phone and texted Soo "send me the location for tonight".

 It's evening and I'm ready to join Soo in the gathering along with a few more teammates. Soo told me about it just a few minutes ago and I'm shy around strangers, anyways, i can't do anything about it. 

I entered the pub. And they immediately recognised me, and shouted out loud "Y/N!!!". I immediately went to them and took a place around Soo. As I took my seat I saw that Maria was also there, and I was kind of disappointed. I always see her around Chanyeol, she is always there around me and I don't like it. I feel that childish jealousy slowly filling up my stomach, I feel sick, I would rather pour the whole bowl of hot soup at her. I feel very sick. I don't want to stay here. But I soon realised that Chanyeol is not present. Soon Maria said,"Yeollie is not here yet" she whines,"he is also not answering my calls and texts". 

"He'll be here soon, he might be stuck somewhere" says Kai. 

"Hey guys!" A familiar voice from behind. I turned back and saw Chanyeol. He went beside Kai, but he is still beside Maria. I don't like her. He looks at me "Hey Y/N" . His smile is so gorgeous, I want to see his smile always. I want to be with him. I smiled back at him "hey" i said. 

"I'm glad you came." his voice touches every inch of my body, I feel good, this pleasant feeling. I want more of him. I want him to say good things about me. I want him. His rose pink lips look so good on him. His beautiful eyes make me wanna feel deeper for him. And after how he was with me yesterday when I was late for the lecture, the way he helped me. He is always roaming in my head. If this is who he is, soft for me, then I want him to be like this forever. But, y/n pull yourself up, you don't believe in fate or destiny or love anymore, after what that jerk ex had done to you, you should be careful. 

That's all for today, i hope you enjoyed. I'll try to write more. <3