Ever so lucky (TOM KAULITZ)

Chapter 1

Slowly feeling his one hand around my throat and the other around my waist, my breathing got heavier as I felt his warm lips press slowly against my ear. I could feel myself getting weaker in the knees every second that past. He spun me around and as our lips touched ...

I woke up startled to my dogs big nose pressed to my mouth as he laid on me excited to get up for a new day.
"Damnit bear you just ruined the best dream" bear quirked his head as his tongue fell out smiling. He gave my face a long, slobbery lick then ran and sat next to my calendar.

It's august 7th 2010 and in 2 days it will be my 21st birthday, as well as my very first tokio hotel concert. I kissed my finger tips then pressed them to the poster of Tom Kaulitz that sat beside my bed.

"Just 2 more days my love, I know in my wildest dreams we're bound to be together, even for a single night if the universe is in my favour PLEASE"

Not my finest of moments, praying to be a successful groupie but I've never felt so connected to someone who has no idea I exist and probably never will, but a girl can dream.

I Flipped my phone open to see my bestfriend Stacey calling,
"Hello"
"Em what are you wearing for the big day! You have to go in ur new mini skirt and I have a surprise for you! I did the honours as your bestfriend to get you the nicest top that's going to make tokio hotels jaws drop at the sight of you"

I chuckled at her enthusiasm but Stacey has always had my back and supported even my craziest endeavours.

"You're the best Stacey, kisses, see you in a couple days"
"Kisses ciao babes"

I flipped my phone closed and ran downstairs for breakfast. Bear followed eagerly behind. I fed both myself and him before turning on YouTube and watching the new Tokio Hotel TV episode. Pondering the thought of how much a player Tom is, why wouldn't he notice me? He has to be used to girls throwing themselves at him and it seems like a few get lucky enough to spend the night with him. That will be me I swear it!

I've been a fan of them since I was 13 and even though I didn't know a word of German I was instantly obsessed with all their songs. I gave Bear a few pats and cupped his face in my hands and sighed

"Oh bear little boy your mommy is going to meet your future dad in a couple days how does that sound? You want a rockstar dog dad?"

Bear closed his mouth and tilted his head. I laughed and proceeded with my day to day routine.

The next day...

After a restless night of tossing and turning it was finally 8am august 8th. Just 1 more sleep and it's going to be the best day of my life! I can't stay still my body was filled with so much adrenaline. I ran downstairs to get breakfast and a quick workout. I HAVE to be the hottest girl there. I've been trying a new diet and workout for 3 months preparing myself for this day.

After my workout, I showered and shaved my entire body and lathered myself in the best lotion I had. Suddenly I heard a knock at the door and went flying down the stairs in my robe, swinging the door open, there was Stacey in her Tokio hotel T shirt, self cropped with baggy sweats and her hair in a bun, fresh spray tan and finger nails painted.

"Hey you bitch you're supposed to wait to do your nails and tan with me!"

She gave me a huge hug and we both laughed

"I just couldn't wait em I'm so sorry, I'm just so excited, I hope I get to meet bill! He's so dreamy. What do you think?"

She did a little twirl before shaking her butt towards me

"Do you think he'd want to tap this ass or.."

I smacked her butt and we both bursted out laughing

"Gosh we're such dogs" she said between giggles

"We'll that's just because we both know we're going to be the hottest girls in the entire venue and our chances of getting with the band is like at least 70%"

I grabbed her hands and we ran to my bedroom and threw all our outfit options across my bed.

"Okay our outfits need to be perfect, hot but not too easy, slutty but in a ... sophisticated way" Stacey exclaimed.

"Hmmm okay this is going to be a tough one" I pondered.

Suddenly bear emerged from my closest with a skimpy, leather black skirt with a chunky black belt attached.

"Bear you genius where did you find that!! I've been looking everywhere"

Bear dropped the skirt and wagged his tail before jumping on the bed and laying down watching the excitement fill us.

"Oh my god em that's so hot you're definitely wearing that, good fashion sense bear" Stacey gleamed before giving him a big kiss on his head

"Okay now we have your bottoms picked I have the perfect top for you, close your eyes" Stacey bursted grinning ear to ear.

I sat in my vanity chair and closed my eyes.

Sighing "this better be a good shirt, I'm putting all my trust in you"

"Shutup" Stacey giggled "okay now open"

I opened my eyes to Stacey standing over me with a deep fiery red halter v neck top that sparkled. My eyes widened as it was a $90 top I've been drooling over everytime we passed the mannequin in the shop wearing it

"Oh my god Stacey no way! This thing is stupid expensive and you bought it for me?"

"We'll I pulled some strings" she said winking at me.
"I knew how badly you wanted it and the price point of any clothes that expensive is ridiculous but anything for you and what can I say I'm the bestest friend ever"

I dove into her arms squeezing her tight. She really was the bestest friend ever.
After handing me the top she turned back to her bag and pulled out the matching navy blue halter exact same to mine.

"Oh my god Stacey we're going to fuck shit up tomorrow!!! We're going to be the sexiest thangs there"

Our entire night was spent getting our beauty routine down to perfection. fake tan, nail polish color that matched our shirts, our hair in curlers and we danced and sang every tokio hotel song until we finally passed out.