Jungkook heart was beating fast his hearts was having worst thought
"Please say my tae tae is fine" jungkook said lightly sobbing lightly
"Mr jeon he is physically fine but mentally he is not in good condition" dr said sighting
"I guess he take a lot of stress in his little space therefore he fainted " doctor said
Guilt was eating jungkook he was just listening to doctor he was the reason of tae this condition
"Umm mr jeon is tae had any kind of phobia or something " doctor asked
"Yes doctor he has Astraphobia" jungkook said confused
"Ohh that explain this " doctor said sighting
"What happen doctor" jungkook asked confused
"I guess his fear cause him fever due to last night thunderstorm " dr said
"Thunderstorm" jungkook mumbles why he was not aware of this
"Yes may be he was alone and scared which cause him fever and sweating " doctor explain calmly
Jungkook was not getting all this informed his baby was alone scared and was suffering and he was not there a tear left his eyes thing about tae condition how he must me calling him in that dark night
" thats why he was hugging my p-picture" jungkook said looking at no where he was not sure how he gonna face tae more over himself after all of this how he gonna forgive himself
"Jungkook " doctor said
No response
"Mr jeonn" doctor said moving hia hand in front of his eys
"Yes yes doctor" jungkook snaped from.his own thoughts
"Mr jeon tae his weak and his mental condition is not good we will know further when he wake up" doctor said
"Okay doctor " jungkook said lowly
"You can meet him he is sleeping now " doctor said while patting his shoulder and move from
there
Jungkook look at the door and stared it for a while he was not ready to face what he done to his poor baby due to his carelessness he didn't want to see his happy bubbly tae tae in hospital bed all wire around him just because he was blind to he the real thing and to even understand his tears
Jungkook tears was rolling down from his eye he hesitantly move towards the door and put his hand on the door knob
"The image of tae crying saying dada me is sowwy was moving in his mind "
"What you did jungkook" he said to himself in his mind mentally cursing himself he just want to hide and cry his heart out
He didn't even wanna face himself
But his hyung instinct was kicking now he don't wanna leave tae alone now in this state he open the door slightly and move in his eyes when glossy after seeing tae on the bed with iv in his hand and a mask on his mouth he was looking pale he still has his cheek stained with tears jungkook just want to burst out crying at this point
He move closed and was controlling hard to not to let out a sob
He slightly touch tae face
"Bubba" jungkook called but tae was under medication
He was caressing his cheek while crying his tears were endless he sat on the chair beside bed and took tae hand in his caressing it lightly
Tae was just looking at tae sleeping face lovely and waiting for him to wakeup he started to pat his hand a little out of instinct
