How to get my husband on my side Fanfic

PART 1: SUICIDAL

Sitting alone again in the balcony like always,i thought why i am even here
*FLASHBACK*
Izek told me in the morning that he will definitely come to see me in the night after finishing his work,he had been saying this for a while now but every day and every night i wait for him here alone
Flashback ends

I drank some strong wine and started cursing myself like i am having a conversation with moon

Why am I so bad my brother my father mother why everyone behaved like this why with me,why is it like this ,did Izek again went to see Freya ,everyone was right i am not supposed to be Izek s partner and duchess of omerta afterall i am just a bother to everybody and soon i will be tossed aside why why why i said while banging the glass on table
The glass shattered into pieces and i am crying and sniffing i said while trying to put my hands on broken glass i should just die and tried to cut myself with glass
But suddenly I felt someone hugging me tightly,he was none other than Izek
He held me tightly and said what have I done wrong for you to think about leaving me Ruby i will give up everything just stay with me don't leave me he explained me why he didn't came to see me in days he was very busy with the galdiator festival preparations and he never went to see Freya
He took me in his arms bridal style and took me inside room he put me on bed and without uttering a single word started bandaging my hand which was cut due to glass and kissed my hands he asked about how my brother and father treated me and when I told him he was furious and swore to kill them and then promised to never let me feel that way he will never leave and then something soft touched his lips which was rubys his eyes was wide it was the first time Ruby took initiative to kiss and then
Ahem ahem**