Secret don't last more than this- vxbts

after you read. read this

Okay, so here a little explanation of why Taehyeong behaved like this in the book and much more.

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Taehyeong is a trans, he is loved for it, even by the world, his husbands love him.

But the real question is does he love himself?

He isn't sure, of course he feels better in his body, but he never, never ever has liked his breast.
It's not like Yoongi, Jimin, jungguk, Nam-jun or Jin do not know he has them, it's just they never saw them.

Never saw, when they all were friends, then boyfriends or now husbands.

Taehyeong does every possible thing to hide them. And trust me, by his looks nobody knows that he's trans at first.

Being good husbands they are; they respect Taehyeong, and his decisions. That's why til now they didn't had any sexual intercourse with each one or whole. Never. Just so, Taehyeong won't feel out or possibly like a dumbass for something.

His insurance does makes each other of them keep a distance, they have their own shits but still it's just a little distance to them that makes them a little more formal than any ones other.

Taehyeong has realised it, that because of him, they have this distance which isn't exactly healthy, but he can't do anything.

But, when he was seen changing by his mates, he thought, of it.

What wrong did they do to not even get their mates fully.

He made his decision and instead of getting worked, when yoongi hugged and told him it's okay.

They don't even deserve him, he has to improve, his silly insurance will snatch them away!

And he realised it, when the moment they saw him. His body.. and everything...

Edit, I wanted to show that, even if the world loved him, people of this world loved him for what he is, he couldn't simply because of his own mind. Coming out as a intersex a trans isn't easy for everyone, evey individual. This book shows that, even they accept their body, yet their mind isn't always together. By improving for his husbands I mean to say, for himself his love, he is insecure because of him. And he knows.
I have putted it in a way, to show negative thoughts are powerful but you can win over, the love he has for his husbands and his family encourages him in the end and that brings out his powerful love for himself.

After all if you can't live yourself truly, you can never love anyone.

No matter how much you love. If you lack self love, you also lack love for others.

You can't give away when you have nothing.