I walked into fanums room seeing him on his phone.
" hey best" I said as me n him have been besties for some time now, but I would be lying if I said I aint have no feelings for him. I liked him for a while n yea we be flirty n shit but i actually wanna be his rs.
" Wsp boo " he said jokingly
I mugged the nickname " boy bye"
he laughed " Anyways what u been up to he said pulling me closer by my waist as he was sitting down.
" nothing just been thinking bout chu" I said trying not to laugh
" u so corny" he said as we both laughed
He then turned on his tv n his ps5 picked up his controller n pulled me onto his lap. I was shocked to say the least by the sudden movement. I mean yeah we be close but he aint never pulled nun like this before
He notice that I was being stiff n whispered
" relaja mi amor( Relax my love)" As he placed his chin on my shoulder
His words making me relax instantly
After a while of watching him play I decided to be bold and turn around on his lap so that my back was facing the tv, my face in his nape as I was on my phone scrolling through insta
" I really like being around you, u know" He said as he continued to play his game
" i do too but u playing..." I mumbled
" what chu mean" he said pausing his game pulling me away from his nape making me look him in his eyes
" I mean every time we be like this u be making think one thing but other times u be ignoring me making me overthink shit" I said drifting my eyes from his to my fingers.
" Nah look at me " he say placing his finger under my chin bringing my face back up to look at him
" Thats how u feel?"
"Mhm" I hummed lowly
" Words ma"
"yes " I said giving in
" U know I be busy sometimes but I promise I aint mean to ignore u" He said being completely honest
"Ik u don't mean to" I said still looking sad
" Is there sum else u need to get off your chest?" I says taking notice to my state
" its not important...." I said before trying to get off his lap
He kept a steady grip on my hips preventing me from moving
" Nah it is to me now spit it out"
I hesitated for a second but ended up giving in again
" I just cant stand just being friends" I said as I saw his face become covered in sadness at my words
" I want more..." His face was laced in confusion at that point( Dumbass... Let me not do him like that lmao)
" I want us to be a thing, like forreal forreal. I cant stand seeing these other female be all up over you" I said as his face soften like he was thinking of sum to say back
" I understand if youn want the same thing, But I need you to know that..."
I love you
"Y/N.."
" I aint know u felt that way bout a nigga"
" its cool if youn fuck with me on the level " I said getting nervous
" no no I do I do"
" like forreal ive been wanting u for a while now on some real shit, just didnt know if u was feeling the same way... "
"I want chu... all to myself mamas" ( I'm crying yo ts to cringe, ion know how to confess to people)
" u do?" I asked (yes u dumb fuck that's he just said nigga)
He nodded licking his lips leaning in
When our lips touched I felt butterflies everywhere
We kissed for a god minute before he pulled away
I luh u too
he said as he flipped me over on da bed kissing ma neck leaving hickeys, he pulled away once more saying
Always n forever
The end
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I'm crying, that was the hardest thing to write cause I'm currently feeling these feelings for someone, so I tried my best to keep my composure during this. But anyways enough of my dilemma, I hope yall have a good day or night in my case
luv bre~
