Can't Feel

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Hospitalized

I wake up, can't tell where I am. Or how i got there.. I'm just there, next thing I know I can see nothing or feel anything. I wonder in my head why or how I got here. I can hear my mom, grandma and the boyfriend.. They are talking about the accident. I was in an accident in the middle of the school day? How does that happen. My name is KayLynn, I am 16 years old and pronounced dead at 12:47 P.M. In my dreams I am a star college athlete for the Hawkeyes, Iowa State's mascot. I played basketball, softball and track, I was amazing.

 Unfortunately, none of that will come true now because I think I am dead. The song in my car that morning, "Can't Touch This" keeps playing over and over again in my head. Gets annoying a lot but oh well. I come out of my body, like in the movies. I can see what the people around me are doing. I hate being like this.

Next day, the funeral, all black dresses and suits.. Sad people, I hate seeing people cry. Not like I'm completely gone theres still memories. Then the cascaket comes in and everyone stands and turns toward it crying and sobbing. Not thinking about the great times we had.. My best friend Jane was laughing, she didn't think I was dead just hiding.. That's her way of grieving I guess, but when they buried me it hit me like a ton of brickes, that's when I thought I'm really dead.

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