Chapter 4

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Nialls Pov

I wake up on something warm hard and soft all at the same time. If that makes sense. I open my eyes and see that I'm laying there on Zayn. How did I get down here? Oh yeah.I forgot about last night. I feel the tears stream down my face and I can't help the small sob that escapes my lips. I feel stirring underneath me and feel Zayn rubbing circles in my back. I finnally calm down and bury my face in Zayns arms. I know that he thinks that I'm doing this for comfort but I actually like lying there in his warm comfortable arms. I know that I'mu ising him in a way but I just cant bring myself to care. Oh my god I'm such a bad person. I let go of zayn and look up at him wanting to feel his arms around me again.

"I'm sorry zayn." I say sniffiling.

"For what niall you didn't do anything wroung." He says. "If anyone should be sorry it would be me." What? Why would he be sorry. I sit up and look him straight in the eyes.

"Wnat are you sorry for Zayn"

"Well because I'm pretty much the reason you and Liam broke up and don't say I'm not cause I heard you guys. I heard what you said." he says lowering his head.

"No zayn. Me and liam were already having problems before this. I was planning on breaking up with him anyway so it dosent really matter." I say trying to reassure him.

"So then if you were going to break up with him anyway why are you crying?"

"Actually I don't really know I guess its just the feeling of being alone. You know it kinda hurts that he just walked out like that." I say and I can already feel the tears starting to fall again. Zayn takes me in another hug and I lean in closer t him. I remeber when me and liam use to be like this. When he loved me and I loved him back but its diffrent with zayn.Its better. I mean I've never felt like this before. I actually think I have feelings for this boy. I already knew that when I first saw him I just didn't want to admit it to myself because of liam but now that I'm single...

"Niall? You okay?" Zayn says.

"Uh yeah I'm fine. Dont worry about it. But let's do something else. I want to get my mind off everything."I say. Without waiting for an answear I grab his hand and drag him out the door. "So what do you want to do?" I ask him.

"Well actually can we make a stop first I need to pick up a few things." Zayn says.

"Uh yeah sure just tell me the directions."

"uh okay. Turn left here go right here go right again turn left and turn left again okay stop here." he says. We stop in front of a huge house and he gets out the car and runs to the side of the big house. I walk out after him and he starts climbing up one of the walls that has a ladder near it. What the heck is this boy doing. I follow him in after and we both go through the window.

"What's this" I ask motioning to the room.

" My house. When my parents died I didn't want to live here cause it reminded me to much of them so I left the house but its still our house. I actually don't even know why I went through the window imstead of using the front door. That probablly would've been easier." He's says laughing a bit at the end.

"Wow you guys have a really big house.I could tell from the outside. So I'm guessing this is your room?" I say looking around. Wow his room is actually really clean. I mean like its really nice in here. King size bed , room was red with a black stripe in the middle and he had red carpet.

"Yeah. I haven't been in here for a while. Even when my parents were alive I never really speant time in here I usually just chilled with my sisters and parents downstairs. I only came up here to sleep. Maybe that's why it dosent hurt that much to be in here. I don't know if I'll be able to walk through the whole house but I'll try."

"Do you want me to come with you" I ask not really want to be standing in his room lke a complete fool.

"Sure only if you want to."

"Kay I'll come." We start walking through the house and I can see how much ts hurting him. We start in his parents room. Then to his sisters room and after we finish all the rooms upstairs we go downstairs. We walk into the living room and I look over to him and see tears coming down his face so I reach over and grab his hand. He looks over at me then continues on walking through the house. We go through all the rooms in the house and he sighs in relief when were done.

"Finnally that's over with. I dont know if I would've been able to do that without you niall. He says looking at me and pulls me into a hug. We stay like that for a while until I pull away.

"Well let's do something else now. You did say you needed a few things from here right?" I ask trying to take his mind off the house.

"Oh yeah. Hold on I'll be right back." He says running upstairs and leaving me downstairs in his living area. I look around and WOW. His downstairs is bigger than my whole flat. No kidding. He runs back downstairs with diffrent clothes and shoes on and grabs my hand and pulls me out the door." he pulls me over to the car and we both get in as I drice away from his house.

" So what did you need to grab?"I say trying to make conversation even though it was far from awkward.

"I just changed my cloths and grabbed my phone. Its crazy how I haven't had my phone in over a month. I remember I use to love my phone. I wouldn't go anywhere without it. So um where are we going niall."

"Just to get ice cream cause ya know Im in a ice cream mode." I say. I pull up to my favorite ice cream place and run out the car and into the icecream shop without even bothering to take the keys out or close the door. Zayn walks in a little bit after me with the keys I his hand and a smile on his face.

"So what is this place" He says and I look at him complettly gobsmacked.

"You've never been here before." I say.

"Nope."

"Oh My Gosh you have not lived util you try this places chocolate and mint Sunday supreme with everything on it." I say and. I run to the ordering counter pushing people out of the way muttering 'get outta the way there's a crisis that needs to be helped'. People were giving me dirty looks that I ignored and I heard zayn laughing in the background.

"2 mint and chocolate supremes with everything now. This boy has never tried this ice cream." I say pointimg at zayn and everyone in the icecream shop gasped at the sudden revalation. The cashier looked at the both of us and ran behind the counter he came back with 2 sundaes and gosh they looked so good. Zayn was pulling out his wallet but I beat him to it and pulled out my credit card but the cashier held up his hand.

"This one is on the house." He says handing my credit card back.

"Thanks" I say as I grab my Sunday and give zayn his. We walk out the shop and make our way to nialls car. We both eat on the way home and I let him enjoy his Sunday in silence. We finnally got to my house and we both settled down on the couch.

"This was fun. Thanks for this niall. I really needed this after what happened." he says andi can see the sincerity in his eyes.

"Yeah well I needed it too and spending the day with you was really fun. So thank you." I say.

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