PART 33

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Finally he reached that hill.. When he saw pedri's motorcycle in the distance, he was relieved, he fell on his knees with his hands from exhaustion. He was breathing heavily. He thought that he had run as much as his three training days. his breathing tube was constricted due to the coldness of his breath, slowly he went towards pedri who was sitting in front of the hill. until he spoke without moving. "Leave me alone".

gavi silent just sat next to him... he received his words in such a way that he didn't know it was Pablo at all. His eyes were dull and tired.. He saw pedri's hands holding his half-finished drink and gavi just said with a smile, "you looks hot in a motorcycle outfit..."
Pedri didn't show any physical reaction.  "How you come here?".

gavi, "It doesn't matter...".

He wanted to say something more, but pedri spoke.

Pedro, "You shouldn't have come..."

Gavi tried to grab pedri's arm with his hand but he dodged and acted as if he didn't want to be touched by anyone. He was nervous.

pedri, "Leave me alone Pablo!".

Gavi raised his voice a little, "You are stupid? what the fuck hapen to you? "

pedri got up and kept his balance by force Gavi also stood up and looked into the angry eyes of the elder, he tried to catch him to help him. but pedri avoided him.
pedri's voice was a little loud with anger, "You never listen to me!!! I told you here is dangerous!".

Gavi, "You see nothing happened! Just keep calm..... please...!".

pedri calmed down a little with his request.. but these words never made him stop the anger inside him. If he was angry a little more he would definitely cry, usually he would cry a lot from anger. All the people who cry because of anger are actually they suffering the saddest pains! He slowly opened his fingers to let the drink bottle fall from his hand. This time he spoke more calmly, "How long have you been talking to that bitch?".

Gavi was just frozen in surprise... he thought that maybe pedri had see things tonight that weren't true And he guessed that pedri saw him while he was talking to Ivan... but he doesn't know that he came to see himself! That's why he felt guilty for pedri's unhappiness. He blames himself for unintentionally hurting pedri...

Gavi, "..." He tried to approach pedri and hug him, while his eyes were shining because of the tears that had gathered in them. It might just calm down like this. But again pedri avoided him, this really hurts the heart of gavi.

pedri, "fuck it!!"
He rubbed his eyes with his forearm and barely moved towards his Murphy.
gavi was just looking at him.. his sadness really hurt gavi... He accepted that pedri hurting him every day, but seeing him hurt is really worse than any pain. He felt that his tears might flow at any moment And the blur under his eyes reduces his vision but it was better for both of them to vent their feelings alone at night. Then he dried his eyes with the sleeve of his hoodie and saw more clearly pedri who wanted to start the Murphy. This caused gavi to go towards him very quickly to stop him. He turned the key again to shut off the engine. "I'll call someone to take you home now" He took his phone out of his pocket and at the same moment pedri took the phone from him they just made eye contact. He started trying to get his phone back but pedri's resistance only brought them closer. This distance made Gavi shy to look into his eyes. He stood straight and looked into his tired eyes, "Pls...let me protect you!".

pedri, "I never need you." He lifted himself off Murphy slowly and with difficulty. He really didn't know what his next decision would be.. Should he walk and get help from Samuel? He went back to the bottle he had dropped on the floor and picked it up. He drink the last bit of it. Then he threw the bottle down the hill with all his anger and strength. At the same time Gavi sent a message to Fernando on his phone. At the moment he was his only help option so sent him a location after his request. And then he returned to pedri's side so that in the meantime when Fernando comes he can improve pedri's mood a little. Both of them were standing facing the sky...

He tried to secretly look at pedri's face. The reflection of the light of the moon and the stars on his face and his glass eyes were very beautiful.. It was one of those moments when he wanted to drown in his arms and smell the freshness of his body forever.

pedri, "You want to protect me.. right?"
Gavi answered his question by shaking his head then pedri just turned to him and spoke in his eyes, "Then stay away from me".

He said this painful word very coldly and gavi tried his best not to cry in front of his bestfriend and not show himself as a weak child But Gavi's tears gathered while his mouth was half open... he was surpris...

He lowered his head and let his tears blur his vision as he shivered. He saw nothing but a blur until the tears fell from his eyes. But something was strange here that pedri couldn't see the crying of the younger one. Maybe he really didn't want to be away from gavi!

The sound of his nasal breathing, which was caused by crying could be heard by pedri He thought that he couldn't bear his friend like this anymore... he just standing in front of gavi, even if every now and then he felt that all of this was a dream Because he was drunk and not sure.

He felt gavi walking towards him with very slow steps until they connected to each other... they both really needed this warm hug after so long time. As if in the middle of cold weather the connection of these two causes warmth...

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