My miserable marriage | Chanmin | Minsung | skz fanfic |

Starting again

Seungmin pov

Me and Chan were both staring at the bedroom together, the single bedroom. We both suggested having two separate beds but neither of us wanted to share a room.
"Damn it I'll just sleep on the couch" I said.
"No you sleep in here, you just got out of the hospital. I'll sleep on the couch" Chan said.
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So we ended up sleeping on opposite sides of the king size bed. We didn't have a separate bed and we couldn't agree who would sleep on the couch. So we ended up just doing this. I looked over at Chan and could see his back staring back at me. I turned my back as well and tried to sleep but I couldn't.
"Are you asleep?" Chan said. I was silent for a moment. I didn't know what to do.
"No." I said after a minute. Chan sat up. "Where are you going?" I asked.
"To get a drink." He said and left the room. I followed him downstairs as I had nothing else to do. I saw Chan pouring himself a glass of Champagne. "Want one?" He asked.
"Sure," I said. Chan poured me a glass and we both drank it in silence. One drink turned to two and on the fifth drink we finally spoke.
"I don't want to hate you," Chan said.
"Then why do you do it? '' I asked. Normally I'd keep quiet but let's just say I wasn't in the right state of mind at the moment.
"You hate me." I don't want to seem desperate" Chan said.
"Desperate"? No I only hate you because you hate me"
"Well if I stop will you start loving me?"  I thought for a second but then realized that he was just drunk.
"You're drunk, go to bed" I said and got up from my chair. I felt his hand grab my wrist and hold me down and suddenly our lips were pressed together. I Tried pushing him off but compared to me he's a damn gorilla. He then pushed me against the wall.
"Get off you're fucking drunk! You're gonna reporte this shit in the morning!" I yelled. He then let go of my lips but was still holding me tight against the wall.
"I'm not drunk. I am fully aware" he said.
"Are you fucking for real right! You can't just-"
"You said you hated me because I hate you, but I don't hate you" the hunger in his eyes made my cheeks go red. "Please Seungmin. I want to love you, I wanna start over, break the ice." He said. I thought for a second but then gave him a peck on the lips.
"I'm willing to break the ice and start over. But at least take it slow. I don't wanna head for the bed right away" I said, avoiding eye contact as his eyes made my stomach flutter.
"Can we try to go to sleep then?" he asked.
"Mhm, sounds good" I said. We then went back to the bed, this time we laid close to each other, I still had my back turned against him because I was ready to face his eyes yet. I then felt his strong arm wrap around my wrist. My body tensed up at first but I could later relax and fell asleep pretty comfortably.
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When I woke up the next morning and didn't see Chan anywhere. He probably left for work or something. I got dressed and went downstairs. I found a note on the fridge that read: "hey, take some good clothes to change into after your shift. I won't tell you why, love your husband" yeah he was definitely gonna take me out of something. I went outside and found the driver leaning against the car waiting for me. When he saw me he immediately opened the door for me to get in and we went to the hospital. When I arrived Nayeon in the reception called me over when she saw me walk through the door.
"Is something wrong?" I asked.
"Uhm, your husband brought you flowers" she said.
"Flowers?" I asked.
"Yeah, he said to give them to you"
"Are you kidding? No give them to patients who want them, they deserve it more than me" I said.
"Awh, are you really rejecting your husband for doing such a romantic thing"
"Hm no, I'm simply taking his flowers and turning them into something more useful" I said.
"Well, I'll tell Mina to give them around then, have a good day" She said and waved me off.
When I walked through the hall I saw Jeongin walking up to me at a fast pace and hugged me tight.
"Oh god I'm so happy you're in one piece, you're alright, right?" he asked.
"Yeah I'm fine" I said
"Chan wasn't an ass right?"
"No, he was actually quite...nice" I said looking away a bit.
"Omg you're blushing, did you guys make up?! Omg ! We can have the double date I've always wanted" Jeongin jumped of happiness.
"Calm down, we're in a hospital geez" I said. "I gotta go" I left to go see my regular patients for the day. I also got assigned a new patient that I was gonna start checking on regularly. It was a young boy, his parents died in an accident and he was diagnosed with cancer. Such a poor kid. His name was Haneul. I entered his room, he was laying in his bed, drawing.
"Hello Haneul" I said.
"Hi," he replied, not even looking at me.
"Are you drawing something?" I asked.
"Yeah," he said.
"May I see?". He simply gave me a nod and I went over to look at the piece of paper. The drawing was extremely realistic, better than I ever was.
"That's amazing, you're super talented Haneul" I said.
"Thank you uh-"
"Seungmin, call me Seungmin and you're gonna be seeing me a lot" I said.
"Oh, all right." Thank you Seungmin" he said.
"Alright, let's start your IV then" I said. I then set up his stuff. "Is there anything else that you need? A snack or anything?Lunch should be served around 12" I said.
"Are there any more pencils or paper?" he asked.
"Uhm, I'll see what I can find" I said and went outside. I went up to Nayeon. "Uhm Nayeon do we have any papers or pencils?" I asked.
"We have paper but I'm not sure I have any pencils," she said.
"Well thank you anyways, " I said and took some paper back to Haneuls room. "I couldn't find any colored pencils or other pencils but I got some paper" I said and put the paper on the table next to him.
"Awh, now I can't finish coloring my parents," he pouted.
"Those are your parents?" I asked.
"Yeah" he said. "Seungmin?"
"Yes?"
"Are you married?" he asked
"Uhm." "Yes." I said.
"How's she?"
"Oh uh." "It's him, and he's demanding but respectful," I said.
"Do you love him?"I stood quietly for a second pretending to fix his IV.
"I guess I do," I said. I saw Haneuls mouth open but got interrupted by Nayeon entering the door.
"Seungmin, your husband is waiting for you," Nayeon said.
"But my shift isn't-." I looked over at my watch and saw that my shift had already ended. "Oh god, Sorry Haneul, Nayeon will take care of you from now on I have to go" I said as I rushed out of the room and went to the mail hall, back to the reception. And surely Chan was standing there like a tall phantom looking at his watch and tapping his left feet against the floor.
"Oh, you're finally here," Chan said.
"Sorry, I didn't have time to change," I said.
"You can change at the restaurant" He said and grabbed my hand.  I could just see Yeongin behind me taking a million pictures as we left the hospital holding hands.

Author note:
You really think you'd get smut? Nahhh dude that's gonna have to wait. But it my appear in another story very shorty 🤭