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January 3rd 2020
Nashville - Los Angeles

Taylor put her hand on her temple while pacing back and forth. She thought she had her period when she spotted an red blotched circle of the size of her fingernail.

She didn't put much pressure about it. She put the pads on and going on with her daily tasks. She should be on her plane to Los Angeles to accompany her girlfriend to her table reads, for the show they excited about.

But she couldn't shake the feelings of something off. Something really wrong. And she doesn't know what is. With the closed fist in front of her lips. Taylor take a long strides to the bathroom of her Nashville's penthouse.

She pulled down her panties along with her short shorts. She tilted her head when she doesn't spot any blood or remains of her cycle.

The blonde woman put her eyes on the tiles in front of her, calculate her days. Taylor tilted her head with a gasp, she took the phone with her bottoms still undone, standing in front of the sink. Glaring at the phone in dimlit of warm yellow of her bathroom's bulb. She doesn't even bother to turn the main light on. She was distraught.

The singer could feel her heart sinking to the bottom of her stomach when she saw the dates. She supposedly have her period two weeks ago. And a month before that.

She placed the phone on the sink with harsh thud, Taylor put her hand on top of it. She don't have the energy to move her hand before she crushed the phone with the bottom of her palm. That was the last main thing on her head.

Heat radiated from the screen beneath her palm, the blonde did not acknowledge it. Taylor close her eyes tightly and let the bubbling hot tears pooled in her closed lids.

She let out a sighs and relaxed her eyes, let the salty water run down her face. Making a streaks of line down to her chin, and fall down to the marbled counter. With her sobs filling the air. Chilling air from the little automatic fan accompanying Taylor's fragile state.

If it was true, she couldn't face her fiancee and told her the news of the loss. Taylor knew her fiancee often think about this event would happen, eventually. Because how often she came with the blond. Together.

Three years into their relationship, Taylor would think it would came sooner than later. And after a year of their first time without stretchy rubber against them, nothing happens.

And the blonde think they were in the clear. Clearly not.

With how stressful and constant moving with her life, Taylor placed the faith and fate in God's hands. Let the Almighty decided. If last year was the time. It was not. She was fine with it.

She won't lie, Taylor obviously a human, she would forget to take her after pills when she was with raven haired beauty. The actress consumed her thoughts and clouded her judgment when she was with the younger woman.

Few scares here and there and everything came back negative. Until she was sure everything was fine. She will meet up with her lover in less than ten hours. But the thought of happiness slipping away, now. Crashing down the hill of happiness they build for the last thirty nine months.

Just because, the blond couldn't take care of her body and let the little her got hurt, and taken away.

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Ardheene slammed her door close while listening to her girlfriend's rant about her busy schedule and fame, "are you fucking serious right now?" The raven haired girl really mad at her girlfriend.

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