I think I love u [TaMat]

ITILY 30

Yak ~~

Ali Gatie- can't lie

If life was a movie
I'd be your favorite actor
You'd be my favorite scene
You'd be my favorite chapter

My eyes never left the screen
Since I saw you, the one that I been after
I could watch you over and over
Filled my life with laughter
And if life was a book
You'd be my favorite author
I'd read your words night and day
And I would never bother to leave
You're the only book I would read, yeah, yeah

And If life was a song
This would be my favorite song
I wrote this when you're gone
Wonder when you're coming home
Or if you're coming home
You been gone hella long
And I'd been all alone, yeah, yeah

You used to be my comfort zone
Used to be my one
And only one I wanna hold
Remember you would wanna hold me
Falling in my arms
So I fell for you
Foolish move that I fell for you

'Cause baby, yeah, I need you
I would never leave you
Wonder how you left me
You left me feeling empty

And I can't lie, you're see-through
I cannot believe you
Even though you did me wrong
For some reason I need you

And I can't lie, I miss you
I forgot them issues
How could you forget me
When I couldn't forget you

And baby, yeah, your special
I cannot forget you
Even when I tried baby
I cannot forget you

I can't lie, I miss you
I forgot them issues
How could you forget me
When I couldn't forget you

And baby, yeah, you're special
I cannot forget you
Even when I tried baby
I cannot forget you

Girl, I want you
I need you back, I need you back
Girl, I love you
Even if you don't love me back..

Lagu itu ku putar berkali-kali .... Memakai Earphone dgn full volume.....

Sendirian...duduk di kamar yg gelap..memeluk erat lutut ku...menekup muka di permukaan paha..air mata laju turun tanpa segan silu . .

Teringat perlakuan Elin waktu di sekolah tadi...
Aku yang sudah mengajaknya lebih dulu untuk ulang kaji bersama,namun ditolak mentah-mentah, konon ada urusan keluarga..Tapi tiba ii tanpa memikirkan apa yg ku rasa,ketika orang ketiga yg bertanya,semudah itu pula dia mengiyakan ajakan Adwa..adakah itu disengajakan untuk menyiksa perasaan ku lebih dalam?
Malah dia juga mungkir janji untuk rehat bersama..
Adakah sekejam itu aku sblumnya terhadap dia ???

Pristiwa ketika Elin mengejar ku ,
sungguh tertusuk ketat dalam benak ku..
Menguatkan lagi rasa menyesal dan bersalah..
Dia yg slalu bergurau manja,
Hari ini dia menjelma dengan pribadi yang kejam..

Yah mungkin ini adalah karma atas sgla salah yg sudah ku buat...
Tapi kenapa sesakit ini??? Kenapa secepat ini dia menghapus perasaan cinta nya ???
Perlukah aku melutut merayu di kakinya??
Agar dia mau kembali dalam pelukan ku...
Sungguh hancurrr !...
Tak kira dimana , tak kira bila,
Tatkala sekilas teringat tentangnya air mata ku jatuh..dan ia berterusan membantai hebat jiwa ku..