The speaker was scared of the man's hatred in his eyes and refused to let the speaker know what to do. He pushed the speaker as far as he could go, but lacked the words to let them know. He mistook the speaker's silence for punishment and it took them by surprise. The speaker admitted to his mistake and expressed their hatred for the man. The speaker expresses their hatred for a man they have pushed as far as he could go, but lacked the words to let them know. They express their feelings of acid burning through their skin, and how they have made changes that went unnoticed. The speaker believes that the man has acted out, and that it is their fault. The speaker expresses their hatred for a man they have pushed aside, but he has not spoken of it. They feel like acid burning through their skin and are scared of him. They have made changes that went unnoticed, and now they are ready to face punishment. The speaker admits to his wrong-doing and reflects on how the man has acted out without the words to let them know. The speaker would react badly to the slightest hint of hesitance, but the most important details were that the man had no words to let the speaker know, and that the speaker was afraid of him. The speaker had made changes that went unnoticed, and had mistook the speaker for punishment. This showed the speaker's hatred for the man, and the regret for his actions.
