I woke up late this morning as the result of another -5 hours of sleep. I threw on some clothes and slumped into my desk chair. I put my headphones on and put some Pop Punk music on at full volume. I was scrolling through Pinterest browsing through my feed, which consists of really gay shit or really gay clothes, until I saw one picture that showed a picture of somebodies messages with another person, a crush maybe, they were talking about normal stuff when the other put 'I love you' completely out of the blue. I remembered the text I got from Ren, him saying 'I love you' and thats when it hit me, 100% this time, I liked Ren. I had been having dreams with him in and thoughts with him and I can't listen to a song without making up scenarios about us, together, just us. But was this right? I had known him less than a month now and i already had feeling for him..
1 New message: Ren<3
Ren<3: Hey, Hru? I was wondering if were still going to Poole together?? Xx
You: Hey! I'm good thx, yeah if thats okay x I'm bringing $50 so don't worry about me xx
Ren<3: $50 BUX ARE YOU CRAZY!!! Lol, Alr then, I'll see you soon xx
I sat down onto my bed and put on a movie, I was thinking of ways to ask him out but I couldn't think of any that would make him say yes! Who am I kidding? Who would ever love me? I slammed my phone onto the table and grunted into my hands. I could hear the voices of How To Train Your Dragon in front of my covered face. I started to drift off half way though the movie and only to be woken almost instantly by Skyla barking her small, angry face off!
'Muuuuum! The door!' I shouted as I heard mum storm into the hallway, she wasn't in a good mood apparently. She opened the door and it was the postman with my stuff I ordered from Shein last week. She threw the box into my room and slammed the door. A few minutes later I went to see mum and ask why she was pissy, she shouted at me. I went back to my room and started messaging Esmae and David on the group chat, there was already a few new messages on there:
Bi One Get One Free: MILLIE LIKES REN THE WEDDING BELLS ARE CHIMINGGGG!!!!!
Sexy Banana: HAHA I SAW IT COMING A MILE AWAY XXX
Bi One Get One Free: IKR, THEY FALL FOR ANYONE!
Sexy Banana: DON'T BE RUDE DAVID XX BUT UR RIGHT LOL! XXX
You: OI! I'M PART OF THIS GROUP YK!!
Sexy Banana: HAHAHA WE KNOW! XXX
Bi One Get One Free: THATS THE POINT LOLL!!
*Insert cat meme from David*
All of a sudden a notification from WhatsApp came up:
Ren<3 was added by Sexy Banana.
WHY DID ESMAE ADD REN!! HE'S GONNA SEE ALL THE MESSAGES!!
Ren<3: Hey guys!
Sexy Banana: HEY REN! WE WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT HOW MEL LIKES U!
You: WHAT NO!!
You left the chat.
I'm gonna kill Es and Dav! Now Ren is gonna hate me cause he will think I like him, I do but I cant let him know yet, I've only known him nearly 2 months!! God, Kill me now! What if He likes me back though? Oh get a grip he will never love a piece of shit like you. I slammed my phone down onto my desk and sank into my chair and blocked out the sadness with my music.
Bit of Context xx
Bi One Get One Free is David's name on my phone as he is Bisexual so I put BI instead of Buy (I'm sad and thought it was funny) and when I became friends with Esmae, He was dating her so it was like we got one and her +1!!
Sexy Banana is Esmae's name on my phone from a stupid joke we had but I can't remember it though 😭
I'm still figuring out one for Ren that fits perfectly x
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RomanceHim And I is a true story about me and my boyfriend Ren, i wrote this story about how we met and the stupid conversations me and my friends had about it all. The characters in this book are 100% real and most of the storyline is correct just a few t...
