unbelievable

CHAPTER 21

They sat in the car, looking at each other. Neither of them said anything but had a ocean of thought, of questions including why, when and what.

At first he received the news of being in a coma for 4 years, he does not understand what to think, or why to think? His mind is forcing him to think while simultaneously being unaware of what to think.
He knows he has to think something, a part of him that's missing but he just does not know what.

It's tempting, the thought of having someone love you and your heart. But it's infuriating, to not remember who or what they are. He wants the love that he is being provided with, but to him it feels unfair. Receiving such love, with such purity, it's something many people desire, he wants to be loved like that but receiving it when he does not even know why, to him it feels wrong.

He wants to be able to express his feelings, to tell and shout out that he loves him but he does not know what and why he cannot. He wants to say he remembers but he does not, he wants to say he loves him, but he does not.

He remembers nothing, but wants everything.

Such a desire, such a love, such a heart, such a soul, it's hard to find, it's suffocating. He loves him deeper than the love of the ocean water to it's seabed. His love for him, it's more than the sun's love for the stars, more than the moon's love for the skys. He cannot breath without him. He forgot how to live without him, he didn't spend a day without him after that.

He loves him so much, he cannot waver from it. A stunning life, rich future, lavish lifestyle and untouchable fame, he left it all behind for him, not even the stars do that for the sun. But the sun, he falls for the stars to shine.

He wants to see him smile, but he cannot.
He wants to look into his eyes, but he cannot.
He wants to be able to touch him, but he cannot.
He wants to hear him sing, but he cannot.

So there was only one thing he could do for him,
Be present for him.

All he could do was take care of him, wanting nothing in return.

He always loved the night sky. He wanted love like the stars and the moon, complimenting each other. No matter the distance and time, the moon always returned to the stars.

So he got it.

He found him, the love of his life.
He saw his smile as the moon and himself as the stars ,no matter the distance and time, he always wanted to return to him. And when he did, he found peace.

But the moon has to part with the stars.

Day of the accident became his new reality, breaking his dreamy life of happiness. The moon and stars parted ways, they had to go. The sun was the new reality now, it was inevitable. The stars wanted the moon, but the sun wanted the sky. He succumbed to it.

Day and night are two sides of the same coin. What starts has to end.

Finally after four years, the moon and the stars reunited. But only, the moon did not come out. The night came, so did the star, but the moon had forgotten to meet the stars...or more likely, he had forgotten about the stars. The distance between the day and night made the moon forget about the starry beauty.

He wanted to end the night and become the day.

But the day took so long to bring back the night, the night deserved the time. The night refused to return, so the stars pulled the moon out to make it remember the beauty of the starry nights.

The moon found it beautiful indeed, but also forbidding. The moon found something wrong, but could not afford the stars to loose their beauty and hide in the day again.

So it decided to remember. Only to find that the stars were beautifully in love with him.

He still does not remember anything, but he wants to remember. All of the questions are waiting to be answered, so the moon spoke.

"Why?"

"That was all i could give you."

"I do not even remember you."

"It does not matter. I remember you and i love you. Call it selfish, call me greedy. I love you and I cannot forget you."

"I want to be able to love you, but it feels wrong. I feel underserved of this love, of this feeling. I want to be able to be without any guilt."

"I want to see you be able to be without any guilt."

" I do not know what to feel."

"I want u to love me. To be able to be free, to have what you want."

" I want you"

"I want you too, my love "

"Let us redo,my star."

"Yes, let us redo,my moon"

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A.n-

Okay I am seriously sorry,i am so so so so so sorry for not updating. Everything felt too much to me. One and a half year is sure a long time.

I hope you all like this strong and i am sure yo complete it now.