My earliest memories. I remember hospitals, doctors, examinations. I was, broken, just like my older sister.
The doctors were trying to fix me. My parents tried to explain what was wrong with me. They tried to explain what made me different from other people. I didn't understand.
I heard the doctors admit they couldn't fix me. They said I would never be a normal person, or live a normal life.
As I grew older, I came to understand what was wrong with me. I saw other children become happy, sad, angry. But, I never felt these things. I only felt, empty, hollow, incomplete.
My father desperately wanted to help me. But my mother, she was nothing like my father. She wasn't worried about me at all. She said that, she was exactly like me, when she was a child. She told me that, one day, I would meet someone special. she told me that I would meet someone who would make me feel, complete.
My father did not want to listen to my mother's words. He wanted a normal child more than anything in the world. He tried everything to make me happy. But, nothing worked.
I never felt happy, but I did feel, pity. I felt pity for this sad man. I did not want my father to worry anymore.
And so, I began to act like the other children. I pretended to be normal. my father was happy, we finally became a normal family. But, I think he knew, deep down in his heart, that I was only pretending.
At school, the other children mistreated me. They bullied me because I was strange to them. It was, inconvenient. I realized that if I wanted to be treated properly, I would have to act like the other children.
I started pretending to be normal, and the bullying stopped. I learned that everything was easier, if I forced myself to act like a normal person.
Eventually, I was pretending to be normal almost every hour of every day. I pretended to be friends with people, I pretended to have hobbies, I pretended to care when tragedy struck. But it was all fake. I felt nothing. The only thing I felt, was emptiness.
As I grew older, I became resentful of my condition. I wanted to experience life like other people. I wanted to feel joy, I wanted to feel sorrow. I tried doing anything that might cause me to feel something. Guilt, shame, regret. I wanted to feel something,
anything.
But, nothing worked.
No matter what I did, no matter how, extreme, I could not feel anything.
My mother's advice was always the same: "One day, you will meet someone special." "One day, someone will make you feel complete."
I thought about these words, all the time. It was the only thing for me to look forward to, the only reason for me to live. Meeting the person who would save me,
fix me, complete me. Then, one day.I found her.
I must not lose her,
I must protect her,
I must make her MINE.I must not let ANYONE take her.
I NEED HER.
She is EVERYTHING,
she is worth ANY SACRIFICE,
NOTHING else matters,
NO ONE else matters.SHE. WILL. BE. MINE.
She doesn't have a choice...
Ayato Perspective:
I was casually walking around the campus, observing the clubs. My family members all attended this school, they told me stories about the school, most of them were how they met their significant other, but on few occasions I would be told about the clubs.
The Cooking Club, former leader being Amai Odayaka.
The Drama Club, former leader being Kizana Sunobu.
The Occult Club, former leader being Oka Ruto.
The Art Club, former leader being Geiju Tsuka.
The Light Music Club, former leader being Miyuiji Shan.
The Martial Arts Club, former leader being Budo Masuta.
The Photography Club, former leader being Fureddo Jonzu
The Science Club, former leader being Kaga Kusha.
The Sports Club, former leader being Asu Rito.
The Gardening Club, former leader being Uekiya Engeika.
The Gaming Club, former leader being Gema Taku.
The Newspaper Club, a disbanded club, former leader being Shinako Bunzai.
But this club was new, The Piano Club. It must've been added along with the school's renovation. I wouldn't have been at the entrance of said club if it weren't for the symphony coming from the room.
I knock on the door only to be met by nothing, the pianist must be lost in her work. I place my hand on the door knob, with ease the door opened. That seemed to shock the pianist, she snapped her head towards the sudden noise.
She had silky soft (hair color) hair. She had a face of a doll, lip gloss that gave her plump lips, big (eye color) eyes that look oh-so innocent, flawless (skin color) shaded skin. I couldn't help but feel in a trace by her beauty.
'What's going on?' I asked, I looked around the room. It looked different, far more elegant than any normal room, it had a sofa in the shade of pure white. There was a chandelier with white lights, a white piano and a few piano music sheets on the shelves. The aesthetic went perfectly with her own aesthetic.
"I thought you were one of the student council! Please knock before you enter."
"I did, you must have been too lost in your piece to notice me."
"Ah... That has been happening more and more, anyway, I'm L/n Y/n the leader of this club."
"I'm Aishi Ayato."
" 'Aishi?' As in Ryoba Aishi and Ayano Aishi? If I'm not mistaken, your mother went to court in the 90's!"
He'd sigh, "That's the main reason why the headmaster wants to keep an eye on me."
"That's such a shame! I'm sure you're nothing like your mother!"
Little did she know, he was nearly a direct copy of her. After that conversation, Ayato finally knew this feeling, she was the one, the one to save him from this bland life.
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Key's of Symphony | Male Rivals X Reader
Fanfiction3rd year Y/n L/n created a new club a year back called 'The Piano Club' she's got three members that aren't that well known around school. As her 3rd year starts, she gets herself into quiet the predicament with the Student Council. (Female Rivals...