I walk up the stairs slowly. I felt so broken and hurt. I want to apologize but I'm also filled with anger.
"Get out of my fucking house. I never want to see you again. Get out and don't come back."
I had yelled at him, only to feel good about myself but it actually made me feel worse. I went closer to him. I basically slapped him across the face.
"Holy shit. You're such a fucking bitch Mari."
I start clawing at his shirt and I push him out the bedroom door as he stops right before the stairs.
"I never loved you. Never have, and never will."
Then he walked down the staircase.
Oh god what have I done? I took it too far.
I go back into the room and I grab a suitcase, filling it up with some of his things. Then I walk backs downstairs and out the door as I see Ashton about to get into his car.
"Wait, I'm sorry. Here you go..."
I give him the suitcase but he smacks it away from me and it lands on the grass.
"Leave me alone. I don't want my things. Throw them out, I'm getting new things."
By this point I'm just filled with too much anger and sadness.
"Ashton, you're a fucking waste of time! Since I'm such a slut I guess all your girlfriends are sluts right?"
I yell louder, I didn't care if the neighbors would hear me.
"I hope someone fucking breaks your heart and dumps you like the piece of trash you are."
I feel tears running down my face and I'm shaking. I love him. I don't want him to leave. I want to take back everything I said but I can't.
"You're so annoying. You're a fucking bitch Mari. Just get out of my life already. I'll be 100% better without you."
Then his car door slams shut and he's gone.
I feel numb. My heart aches, my tears are spilling out of my eyes and I'm breathing heavily.
I literately can't breathe. I can't breathe.
I crawl up the steps of the house. I crawl inside right by the door and I curl up in a small ball.
I'm panting and gasping for air because I still can't breathe. Everything soon fades to black.
"M-M'am? Are you alright?"
I open my eyes, I'm still breathing and panting heavily.
"M'am you left your door open. And it seems like you're having trouble breathing. I'm going to call the ambulance alright?"
Then everything fades to black again.
