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★. I told Bill everything I had planned, and he agreed. He mentioned he felt bad when Tom told him what happened, and he wanted to make me feel better, so he'd go along with what I had wanted.
To better understand, Me and Bill were going to get close, well, we are close, but pretend close. You know? Then suddenly strike them one day with a relationship between us, I'm just hoping it would work. It has to, or else I'd just be doing all this for nothing and lost both Tom and my best friend.
Bill had drove over to my house, and now we were sitting on my couch, crunching down on a big bowl of chips and watching comedy shows. “I told Tom I was going over here, he seemed kinda pissed about it” Bill mentioned.
“Good, he can be pissed all he wants” I said, my attention remaining on the tv. At the moment, I wanted nothing and everything to do with Tom, I mean, I wasn't sure if I liked him. But, I felt really mad when Ari and Tom did what they did, so maybe I did, maybe I didn't.
Bill placed his hand on my shoulder, then slowly wrapped it around me, I looked over at him and swallowed my wad of chewed up chips before I spoke. “Bill, we only have to do this when we're around people”
“I know, but you seemed really tense, so I figured this would make you feel better!” He said, I smiled and nodded, laying down on his shoulder. Bill was honestly the more emotionally connected twin, he understood me and wanted to make me feel better. And that was all I needed.
4:45PM
★. By 4, Bill had left to go back home, and I was left all alone in my house with Genesis. I wasn't sure what to do, usually I'd be on a 6 hour phone call with Tom right now, but he decided to hook up with someone I thought I could trust, so no 6 hour phone calls. Bill would've had a call with me but he said he had to write some lyrics for a new song so he'd be busy for the remainder of the night.
I honestly just wondered why Ari would do that, even after I had told her everything that happened with me and Tom. I wondered why Tom would do that too, I mean, we shared a kiss in a candlelight park by a FOUNTAIN. Who does that, and then goes and hooks up AND makes out with someone you thought was your best friend? It was SICK, it was VILE. And also understandable, Tom's a big girl lover.
I decided to clear my head, so I got in the shower and did my routine, blasting some music while I was in there. At around 6 is when I got out and threw on my pajamas, I decided since mom was out for the night and Kieran was at a sleepover to just enjoy the silence without them. I set my iPod onto my music player on my vanity and laid in bed, just staring at the ceiling.
I looked down at the front of my bed at my Tokio Hotel poster, Tom's face was just there. And to my surprise, it was bothering me. I got up and grabbed a piece of paper, taping it over his face and smiling. I looked over at Bill, and thought for a second. Shrugging and crawling into bed again, falling asleep.
JULY 3RD ; 11:24AM
★. Morning, miserable, day, miserable. And it's only hour 11. Without Tom or the rest of them, I had nothing to do. So I decided to finally use the pool our house had for a reason, and take a swim.
I put on a black bikini I owned for like a month or something, and grabbed a pair of sunglasses and a glass of wine on my way out. I set the glass down on a table and put on my sunglasses, laying down on a beach chair next to the pool and read a magazine. Now I remember why I loved summer, my family was barely home and I'd have the whole place to myself.
My phone began ringing and I sighed, setting down my magazine and picking it up, opening it and answering. “Hello?”
“Y/n, it's me, open the door” Bill said, I smiled, getting up and walking back inside to the front door. When I opened it, Bill was holding a flower, he handed it to me and then looked me up and down. He had seen me in a swimsuit before, but I guess he was basking in the moment more.
“And what's this for?” I asked, pulling my sunglasses down a little to get a clear look at him.
“It was outside, and it looked pretty, so I wanted to pick it. What're you doing, just walking around your house in a bikini?” He questioned, strolling inside. I shut the door and set the flower down on a table.
“Well, my house has a pool, so I decided to put it to good use” I answered, placing my hands on my hips and staring at him.
“You don't look wet” He replied, raising his eyebrow at me, I swear to fucking god him and that fucking eyebrow have something going on.
“I am internally” I stated, then stopped. Sounded kinda weird if you ask me, Bill laughed and I rolled my eyes, walking back outside and sitting down on the chair, grabbing the magazine. Bill sat down by the pool with his feet in the water, just staring at the small waves he made.
“Tom's asking how you are” Bill announced, looking over at me. I set my magazine down and took off my sunglasses, folding them and setting them on the table, taking the wine and drinking it straight from the bottle.
“Not sure why he cares now, doesn't he have a girlfriend” I inquired, he let out a small giggle and shrugged.
“Honestly, I think they're just hooking up, you know? For fun..” Bill suggested, why would Tom wanna hook up with Ari??? WHY WOULDN'T HE WANNA HOOK UP WITH ME. What does Ari have that I don't have?
“Whatever, doesn't bother me a bit” I snapped. Bill stood up and walked over to me, sitting down on the chair that was next to me as I picked up my magazine and flipped through the pages. He reached over, taking it from me and setting it down.
“I'm still really sorry.” Bill whispered. I shook my head, staring off into the distance.
“It's whatever...I have you” I said, looking over at him, He smiled and leaned in, giving me a hug.
As we hugged, he placed his hand down on my hip, turning to face my ear.
“I promise, I will do anything to make you feel happy.”
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