☆˵ Frail ˵☆

一 ☹ 「悲しい美しさ...」

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Everything looks dark and light.

There was a light that looked like the sun but wasn't the sun, shining on this place.

I lay down in an empty place, where there was only light and darkness.

I looked at the light, there was nothing in the light.

Then I looked around, there was no one else but me, no objects, or vegetation.

I sat down, then stood up, and looked down.

There is water. There are also fish swimming in the dark.

There was a lotus flower, and a few small fish and also a goldfish.

Everything looks beautiful, just like I imagined.

I looked towards the front. There was a small visible light there. I was curious, so I started walking towards the light.

"あれは何でしょう？(What is that?)"

I walk slowly. While walking, I looked around, there was nothing in the darkness. Everything looks empty, and silent.

As I got closer to the light, I noticed the light getting bigger as I walked towards it.
But it doesn't seem to get bigger, the light is really big. Looks small when viewed from a distance.

I've arrived at the light. It seems like a door to another world, but I don't know if that light is dangerous or not.

I hesitate, should I step into the light?

After 5 minutes I thought.. then I stepped into the light.
It hurts.. my eyes hurt so much, I closed my eyes while walking into the light.

I can't stare at a light or a clear sky for more than 3 seconds. It would make me uncomfortable and my eyes would hurt.

A few moments I walk in the light..
I'm starting to feel the wind... I think I've come out of that mysterious light.

Slowly I started to open my eyes. I see... a beautiful place.. it looks beautiful but calming.

I feel the gentle breeze cooling my skin.
The wind is very cool, I think I will feel at home in this place.

A while later... I saw some children with their parents are playing together.
Some were playing kites, some were having a picnic, and some were playing chasing.

However, there was one child that caught my attention.
She sat on a bench, under a big tree.

She is a girl.

She was reading a book. Not a school book, but looks like a novel. She looks serious reading it.

I was curious so I started walking towards the girl.

However, as soon as she saw me, she immediately ran away.

I sighed, then drew closer to the spot the girl had used before.

I saw that the book was left behind, so I went to find her to return the book.

Several minutes have passed, I still haven't found the little girl. I took a deep breath and said "Where's that girl? She disappeared so fast..."

I feel tired, I want to give up on finding that little girl. I guess I'll just take a break and then I'll look for her again.

I sat under a tree that is not too big. Then I rested there for 15 minutes.