Stay (A Baniel Love Story)

Not Good

                    Daniel's POV

When I got home I walked to the kitchen and looked at the spot my mom normally sits. At the kitchen table in the chair on the left. Their were only two chairs, one for me and one for my mom. 

She wasn't there , she must be working late today. Well there go's talking to my mom right now, I really need to.

Right now I just feel like shit, I know Beau is never going to talk to me again. It is very possible that everything is going to go back to the way it was before when Beau used to call me names and get his ape crew to beat me senseless.

That can't happen I love Beau, I really realised today just how much. When he kissed me there were fireworks amd this is why I have to stop loving Beau. It will hurt but it is better than being even more heart broken in the end.

I have a feeling that I will end up heart broken either way... But I can't just stop loving Beau. I didn't choose to love Beau, I didn't choose to falling love with the most popular tit in school.

Why Beau? Why not someone who was actually capable of loving me back? Why me?

I felt a warm tear start to trickle down my cheek. I hate crying but I need to, I just broke down. Silently sobbing , just letting the tears run down my cheeks to my neck and down my chest.

Why do I have to be such a faggot?  It is all my fault that Beau is never going to talk to me again. I don't want to lose him again. I never should have told him to show up at the cabin. Why do I have to be such a fuck up?

Just then someone knocked on the door. It wasn't my mom,  she would have just walked right in. So who could it be? What if it was Beau? Yeah right, he wouldn't come to see me.

"Daniel?" I heard come from the door.

It was Beau. Ughhh but I was crying he is going to know something is up. I slowly walked in the direction of the door. It really was Beau.

He just looked at me with a very concerned look, he furrowed his brown eyebrows.

"Daniel what's wrong?" Beau asked.

"Nothing I am fine" I lied.

"Then why were you crying?" Beau asked in his smart ass tone.

"I wasn't crying... What are you doing here?" I asked him while sighing.

"Well No one was at my house and I lost my key." Beau sounded like he wasnt telling me the truth.

"Is that all?" Daniel asked.

"Can I come in please?" Beau looked at me with pleading eyes.

"Yeah, sure come on in." I said slowly.

Beau walked in the house while taking off his shoes and began looking around.

"Do you want to know why I am really here?" Beau asked while he looked everywhere but at me.

I just shook my head yes while looking at Beau who still wouldn't look at me.

"Well, I have to say I am sorry for running off earlier I shouldn't have left but I was scared for a million different reasons. Mostly it was because I thought Maybe you would try to tell someone, possibly ruin my reputation." Beau said quietly.

I was kind of hurt by what Beau just said. Does he really think I would do that to him?

"Beau I would never do that to you I know how much you care about your reputation." I said.

"I told you something now it is your turn tell me why were you crying." Beau asked while sitting down on the couch.

I sat down next to him and thought about How much I should tell him.