get out of my head

may fourteenth, two-thousand twenty-three

start: 4:10 pm, home

happy mothers day to all you asshats, i guess

uh so yeah, im back now.

i kept forgetting to update this and it eventually slipped my mind.

anywho

my school ends in like a week and a half. the seniors at the high school get out this wednesday. its kinda weird to think that after my brother moves out to college, ill be the oldest kid in the family. oh well, i guess.

so being in the south, the weather sucks ass. like seriously though, summers are the worst. like in the midwest it doesnt really feel hot until it gets to like the nineties or something, but i fucking swear it hits the eighties and im sweating barrels of sweat.

the good thing is that my parents are letting me skip field day this year, which is so fucking awesome!

i started texting one of my friends again. to be honest, we dont talk that much, given that we go to different schools and the fact i quit swim. but hes chill, and we get along great so convos are funny. mostly its me trying to be funny and him with the chill sarcasm.

and two more things:

i found my curling iron (yay) and i finally cleaned off the top of my dresser.

i had this cosmetology project for my cte class, and part of it was showing different hairstyles for people. so my group had the amazing idea to curl my hair, and it ended up great. and then stupid impulsive brain decided to go find my curling iron from like 2017 or something.

and then theres been more trash piling up on my dresser, so i finally cleaned it today. go me, i guess.

the world feels like shit right now. i mean, i guess theres some good stuff out there but honestly, only the dumbass karens would oppose the fact that we are in MAD.

also, why do people gotta bitch so much about shit? i have this friend i sort of dated in like the fucking FIFTH grade. ive cleared it up that i dont count it as a relationship for multiple reasons that i will not be listing. anyways, yall know those things on snap and pinterest where you have like a list of statements then put colors over it . like black means never done it, blue is once, etc. so i did one of those, and one said 'dated someone' and i covered it in black, as per reasons stated like two fucking sentences ago.

then the bitch as the fucking AUDACITY to call me a liar. like- bitch who? why the fuck do you care about that? its goddamned middle school, for fucks sake. you have a boyfriend, get the fuck over it.

it feels weird that schools ending so soon. honestly my class was pretty fun this year. we were basically the smart kids class, but the humor was there, along with the neverending act of pissing off the teachers.

my last half of a brain cell is now deciding whether i like certain people or not. and you dumbasses can figure it out, yk. number one is the guy stated like idk when, but thats a no now. another is a kinda good friend of mine, but hes in a situationship or something, or not. other one is also a kinda good friend of mine, but idk. the last one is just a general "everyone thinks hes hot" so ig that doesnt count.

so friend of mine got pissed that she didnt get invited to *****'s bday party, and started bitching abt it ig. something along the lines of "im your BEST FRIEND... WHAT CHANGED?!... you know im not a bitch... can't believe you'd choose these so-called people over ME, your BEST FRIEND of EIGHT YEARS... you're letting them dictate YOUR opinions..."

not in order, obviously, but that was the main thing.

anyways. drama is fun.

gidle, enhypen, txt, and ateez are all having comebacks soon. idk when txt's or enhypen's is, but i know gidle's is tomorrow and ateez's is in june. super excited, cuz gidle did a pre-release and ateez concept photos look H O T.

end: 4:27, home