Imperfection

Payment

~y/n's pov:~
I get woken up by a nightmare again
I sigh
I turn my face towards the clock
3:39 a.m.
I sigh again
What will I do?
I decide to continue my work before it's due
There's nothing much I can do
Sleeping is not an option
Hours pass and I finally finish my assignment
I look at the time again
8:30 a.m.
I decide that it's time to get ready
I head to the shower and quickly get ready before leaving my dorm and heading towards my university
As always I'm the first to arrive so I just pop my headphones in and listen to music until my best friend Autumn arrives.
She's the clumsy type, always late on assignments and always  stunned by the amount of work we get
We've known each other since high school
I don't know how we even became friends in the first place
But Autumn was the only one who was ever there for me so I would never leave her
Finally Autumn arrives, hair messy, shirt upside down and she looks like a complete mess.
"Overslept again?" I ask eyebrows frowning
She smiles and speaks
„good morning to you too,y/n. You know me too well, don't you?"
Before we can continue our chitchat the lesson begins and so I focus on it
After the lesson ends we both head to the cafeteria and sit down at an empty table
Autumn speaks with food in her mouth
„y/n, I'm your best friend right?"
I nod, knowing where this is heading
She continues speaking
„there's this motorcycle event today.  please join me I need to see someone there but I'm scared to go alone..."
„No." I say
„please!" She says while giving me her classic puppy eyes
„no." I repeat
"Pleaseeee I'll do anything" she  begs me
I sigh
„ugh, fine but shut up!" I say while rolling my eyes
She jumps up from joy and hugs me tightly
„you're the best! I'll be there by 7 p.m." she says while giggling
What did I just agree to?
The rest of the day went like every other
Another lecture after the other
I return home and start getting ready for the event autumn is dragging me to
I decide to go basic
A white top with blue jeans and white converse
When it was about to hit 7 p.m. someone rang my bell it must be Autumn
I open the door and there she was all excited
We both leave my house and head to the event
When we arrive I realize how crowded it was 
I never knew Autumn was into that kind of stuff
„you like this sort of stuff?" I ask disgusted
„nah, Like I said I'm here to meet someone" she says and within seconds she had already disappeared
I enter and realize that the event was surrounded by bodyguards and security
What was this place?
It's then when I read the „no entry unless you're a member of the cher community!" sign
Shit, I'm in trouble !
I try finding the nearest exit but it's so crowded and I get carried away by the the crowd
„hey, you! I don't remember you having a ticket!" A security guy screams
It would be reasonable to walk up to him and apologize but I'm not reasonable so I do the dumbest thing ever and run away
I start running away while he chases me
„I have a code 27!" He screams into his Walkie-Talkie
I run so fast my lungs start burning
I suddenly bump into someone and he grips onto me
Fuck, I'm doomed
I look up to meet a handsome smirking boy ..
Ugh, he's one of those
„she's with me" he says
„okay, sir. Tell her to not run off without a ticket" the bodyguard says before leaving, leaving me alone with... him
He smirks before speaking
„let's have a talk, shall we?"
He drags us to a near by corner
„don't you know it's bad to sneak in?
He asks
I don't reply
He continues
„but do you know outsiders aren't allowed to enter the venue?"
He says while smirking
Before I can say anything
He continues speaking with a smirk that makes me want to punch him in the face so badly
„which means an intruder like you isn't allowed to leave "
„what do you want?" I ask
„it depends on what you can offer me." He  says while getting closer to me
„but if I can choose.." he says while trying to touch my face I stop him before he gets the chance and roll my eyes
„so do you know now what you need to give to get out of here?" He asks
„you'd better hurry up, looks like the next race is about to start" he says while pointing to the area where he'll probably race in a couple of minutes
I can see that he's growing impatient
I grab his shirt tightly
I've had enough of this bullshit
I sigh before speaking
„just take what you want."
He pushes me against the wall
I flinch
The next thing I know is that we're in this master bedroom
„bring it on." I say annoyed
One  thing leads to another suddenly both our clothes are on the floor
Things get wilder and wilder within seconds
I hated everything
I just wanted to get it over with
I could see that he was enjoying it
As soon as we finish i immediately search for my
Clothes and get dressed
„Don't you wanna stay the night?" he smirks
I roll my eyes and finish dressing up
As soon as I leave I'm faced with that feeling again...
How will I sleep tonight?
Sigh.
Great job y/n
How did this happen?

Authors note:
This is something new I'm trying out
I have no idea how things will turn out but it won't be toxic !
So stay tuned and stay excited uwu
Hope you enjoy yay!