Had I never gone
Had I never left
You wouldn't have a month to yourself
To get over me
You locked up every emotion
Pulled back all the tears
Pulled yourself together
And now when I'm back
You're so immune
And I cry to my heart
Cause all this while I thought it was a lie
But you really have drifted apart
And I still can't believe that
You don't love me anymore
The reality kills me
It stabs me in the heart
Cause Im standing here, loosing you
Loosing my breathe
And all the walls push me down
Memories call out to me
Photographs mock me and laugh
Like I'm slipping
And I want you to hold me
But you won't even look at me
I want this nightmare to end
I want this day to set
And US to rise
