I am equipped with thoughts that could never physically happen I've had nightmares only I could imagine. We are all different I get that we are all supposed to be treated different I know but now let's talk about me ... I'm Julia. Your average teenage girl except I'm not average I'm .......me. I guess I'm no where near average because what average have turned into. average is being perfect being beautiful being the perfect size being an average girl is being the popular one who hangs out with her friends and go shopping she has been wearing makeup since she was 7. That girl is not me I'm extremely small I'm not perfect I'm not beautiful and I'm not popular I never go shopping with my friends because I don't have any. I'm no where near the social circle. my parents think I'm depressed and I do to because no wonder because everyone I've ever felt so close too has left me IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME. I guess there is, but it's weird so many people commit suicide and here I am with an amazing life that my parents gave me and I have never even thought of it I do not hate my life I do not hate the people I hate me.... But just because I will never be selfish enough to take my life because I care about people yes I might be the villain in my family I might be the mean nasty sister but I love them. They might not love me but I love them just like I loved the people who left me , but then again love is a strong word.
