No one knows (Tré Cool Fanfiction)

Stray heart pt.2

Mike's perspective—————————————————

As I woke up, still in the waiting room, I saw Tré sitting next to Billie. They were both talking as if nothing really happened. My fist tightened just as I sprung on my two feet and stopped in front of tré. The two guys stared at me pretty surprised as I was dead asleep not even 30 seconds ago. Unable to contain my anger, I yelled at my band mate:

-What the fuck are you doing here you asshole! It's all your fucking fault if y/n is here at this moment! You fucking scared her and now because of you she almost got... she... she almost got r...

Tears fell down my cheeks once again as I was unable to finish that sentence.

Billie stood up and sat me on the chair he previously was on and shouted: Hey calm down mike, it was just a whole misunderstanding... you don't know how fucking guilty tré is feeling.

Just as he finished his sentence, a nurse stood out of a room and waved at us, indicating that we were finally allowed in y/n's room.

The three of us headed our way to that room and a doctor told us everything.

They had to do a surgery on her because she had three broken ribs and one slightly injured her right lung, which caused an internal hemorrhage. She has a concussion and several bruises. She's currently in a temporary coma for a day or two until the pain is finally endurable for her to be awake.

So... my childhood best friend, the girl I considered like a sister, the sweet angel I grew up with and protected for years... well she's in a coma. Because I couldn't find her and protect her on time.

I gently took her cold hand and slightly squeezed it. I stared at her pure innocent face, yet full of bruises and marks, for several minutes. I just wanted to hold her reassuringly and tell her that I would always protect her but... for the first time ever, I didn't protect her when she most needed it.

Billies perspective—————————————————

I stared at y/n and got closer to her just to lay a kiss on her forehead. I couldn't resist a few tears thinking about how she could've died if we didn't found her on time. Our precious friend would've been gone... gone forever.

For a minute or two, I thought of all the good moments we spent together. Our first meet, all of those sleepovers, Christmas times we spent together, all those time we collected candies for Halloween, when we first tried weed together, running away from the police at night and hiding under cars... there are just too many memories running through my head at the same time.

All I wish now is to take y/n's place and endure her pain so she can evolve happily.

In the corner of my eyes, I saw tré standing far from the bed, looking completely traumatized.

Tré's perspective——————————————————

"What have I done"... the only words I could think of were "what have I done". Over and over again. I could feel billie staring at me but it didn't change a thing. Warm tears with no emotion was my only visible reaction. The real nightmare was going on inside my head.

What have I done? What have I done? What have I done? What have it done? What have I done?! What have I done?! What have I done?! What have I done?!

The tears intensified and my voice creaked as I screamed: What have I fucking done?!?!

The two guys stared at me totally surprised by my reaction. My eyes only widened as I had a better view on y/n when mike moved out of the way. I began shaking and fell down on the floor, took my face in my hands and shamelessly let out all my sadness and frustration into a pain filled sob.

Mike reached out to me and lowered himself to my height, placed a hand on my shoulder and whispered: Tré... calm down man, the doctor said she'll be good.

I simply nodded and the tall blond man took me into a long reassuring hug.

Tré: Mike... i think I should... give you explanations on what happened.

Mike gently broke the hug and stared at me waiting for a start to this story.

So... y/n and I... uh, do you remember that sleepover when we played truth or dare and I had to kiss y/n? Well... since that night we kind of caught feelings for each others. The day after, I caught her moaning my name in the bathroom and we... well we kind of played with each other I guess. Since this moment, we began having relations in secret and we ended up literally dating. Y/n wanted to keep this a secret as she was scared it would ruin her friendship with you and Billie and make things awkward. I certainly had to respect that. Before the concert, I smoked weed and uh... she sucked me off... but it was her idea and she wanted it! And so after the show I was happy and excited that we made it so I couldn't contain myself and just forgot about how we had to keep the secret. So I just picked her up and kissed her. I'm pretty sure that she ran away because she was scared that y'all would've freaked out... so that's what happened.

Mike just stayed there staring at me completely silent. Billie gasped as this was the second time I told him about it. Only this time, I explained a bit more specific.

The bassist stared at the floor and whispered: hey man I'm sorry for... for everything. I should've checked up with you before getting mad and... and I should've known that you weren't the kind of dude to harass girls. I'm truly sorry.

A small smile appeared on my face as I wiped my tears and calmed myself.

My only answer was: Thanks Mike, i forgive you. After all, I gotta also take the blame.

We hugged one last time and got back next to Billie so we could stay close to y/n.

A few hours later, I was sitting on a chair and holding y/n's hand as mike was sitting on the end of the bed and drinking a coffee while Billie was singing in a low voice for our beloved friend. Apparently, he wrote those lyrics in the waiting room.

"Now it seems I can't keep my mind off of you
My brain drifts back to better days we've been through
Like sitting on blacktops of the school ground
The love I bitched about I finally found...
Oh but now it's gone, and I take the blame
But there's nothing I can do but take the pain
Why?"

His words took me by surprise and left me crying once more. After all, those words pretty much described how we all felt about the situation.

It was now about 10 pm as I fell deep asleep still sitting on that chair with my head resting just beside y/n's. Mike and Billie both fell asleep on two chairs in the corner of the room. Even if that seat wasn't much comfortable, I spent one of the most peaceful nights ever knowing that I was close to my lover and that she was finally safe.

Before knocking out asleep, I whispered: I love you y/n. So much.