I was in Jaz room watching Kim Possible, since she told me she never saw it before so I told her we could watch it together on Disney+.
"Liyah I miss my bubs" She said while laying on my chest, holding onto her teddy bear
"He'll be home soon, I promise" I said while playing with hair that was in two twist going backwards
"Do you know where he went?" She asked while sounding sad
"Not really" I said while she nodded while going back to watching tv
Before you know it, we heard a door open than close which resulted in me standing up and telling Jaz to stay in the room, so I can see who it was, more so praying it was Ja
"Shawty chill, it's me" I heard which made me look around the corner to see Ja lookin my way and laughing at me
"I thought someone was breaking in, sorry" I said lowly while going into the kitchen where he was
"Nah, it's just me" He said while sitting on the counter and rolling a blunt
"You should do that, in your room so Jaz doesn't see that" I said while he looked up at me
"Nigga all I'm finna do is roll this shit up, I'm not finna smoke it right now" He said shaking his head
"Oh, I thought you was finna smoke it right now" I said while standing in front of him and sat on the island
"What y'all was doin anyway?" He asked me while putting the blunt in a bag and putting his lighter ontop of the bag
"We was watching Kim Possible on Disney+" I said while smiling at us
"Type shit, I thought yo ass would've been gone tho" He said while getting down and getting some out the fridge
"Oh no, I couldn't leave her by herself" I said while looking at him
"Shawty I'm talking about earlier, when I was here" He said looking at her
"Oh, if I would've left than I would've been bored by myself and you know my only friend is you" I said which is kinda sad but it's life I guess
"Mmm, shawty still be texting you?" He asked me while I sighed
Ever since I posted that picture with me and Jaz, his ex Bestfriend been texting me, telling me that he not gone want a Bestfriend who slit her wrists or has depression and etc which Ian gone lie it hurted
"Yeah, but I've been ignoring her" I said trying to hold back my tears, thinking about what she said about me
"Listen whatever shawty told you, don't believe that shit cause shawty got a whole nigga and she texting yo ass about me, make it make sense dats exactly why I blocked her and just do the same" He said which made me nod and get on my phone while blocking her
"How come, she so obsessed with you tho?" I asked him as he leaned on the counter
"Cause she delusional and think ima let her back in my life when ion do second chances when you say some fucked up shit ta me" He said which made me nod cause I felt him on that level
"Oh, well that makes sense" I said while messing with my braids
"Shawty act like we dating and it's not even that fr" He said while shaking his head
"Iwish" I thought to myself
"You straight? Zoning out and shit" He asked me while I smiled and nodded
Ja just don't know how much he has helped me, these past few months cause I used to have really lost self esteem thinking I didn't deserve nobody or nobody wanted to be associated with me.
"Jaz sleep?" He asked me
"I think so, cause she would've came out by now cause she was looking for you earlier" I said while hopping off the island
"Good, cause she got school tomorrow" He said while getting up and stretching
"Would you ever want your own kids?" I asked him, out the blue cause I truly wanted to know
"Hell yeah, I won't bout three" He said while smiling which made me smile
"How many you won't?" He asked me while looking at me
"Umm I say three too" I said lowly while laughing
"We need to get you some friends as in girls" He said while looking at me which made me give him a look
"You know I stopped putting my trust in people" I said while he nodded
"I know that but you don't need to be in my house all the time cooped up" He said while I nodded cause he was right cause if I wasn't at my house than I was at his
"I'll think about it" I said while he nodded
For the rest of night, we just talked about futures and I found out he has his own business, he has his own club too, which I didn't know which is kinda cool and some other things in etc .
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