𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐘, STYLE

. 6 ><

FEBRUARY 13TH, MONDAY.

kyle sat down with tolkien and his friends who were having conversations with each other.

kyle wished that he was sitting with his old table but that plan was probably impossible, most likely going to be scolded by stan.

he didn't want to apologize, at least not wanting to try again. since when he tried to, stan fucking flipped out and walked out like kyle had said something wrong.

kyle wasn't sure on why he even had to apologize. it's not like stan hadn't done the same. when stan hung out with different people it wasn't like kyle got all aggravated and pissed.

kyle put a hand up to his forehead and started to rub it slowly, his curls covering half of his hand.

he wanted to talk to stan so badly. it wasn't that he didn't like tolkien and his friend group- it was like.. he felt as if he didn't fit in it.

maybe it was because kyle wasn't use to people like this, which was understandable. though he had fun anyways, being able to take a break from his friends was amazing- well only cartman, taking a break from that fat piece of shit was amazing.

tolkien hadn't brung up the situation at all, not to kyle or his friends which made kyle thankful.

he didn't wanna talk about it, but he was thinking about it frequently. and it was so annoying.

he wanted to make things right with him and stan but wasn't sure how to approach him.

it was like they were breaking up with each other or something..

ugh.

kyle dragged his hand down and placed it on his own lap.

he started clicking his tongue as he watched the three people in front of him talk, also feeling the presence of tolkien next to him.

kyle just wanted this whole "argument" to end. it was irritating and it was slowly making him become depressed. losing his best friend in his second year of high school isn't what he had in mind.

he reminded himself that this was stupid and that he should probably go ahead and force himself to talk to the ravenette- which'll probably lead to a bigger problem. so he brushed it off as a side idea.

kyle just wanted to send a quick text to stan and say "I'm sorry" but he knew that wouldn't work as he knew stan would pry and ask him what he was sorry about, in a frustrated matter.

it ticked him off.

should he go look for stan? again? would stan get even more pissed at him?

this was so annoying.

at this point he shouldn't even be worried about this, but here he is. worried about someone who has no reason to be pissed at him.

kyle sighed quietly, feeling a bit down.

kyle sniffed before standing up. "hey guys, I'm going to head outside for a bit." he announced to his friends, who all nodded.

"alright, come back soon- if you want to." tolkien reminded, having a small smile on his face.

kyle gave a thumbs up before walking away, leaving the lunch room.