ARRANGED LOVE - Jeonghan [Completed]

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[Jeonghan pov]

My heart is nearly struck in my throat, body tensing when I saw the Doctor come out of Operation Theater. I rushed towards him.

My whole body full of anxiousness. No matter what I can't afford to lose Y/n, someone so dear to me, someone whom I call home. Someone whom I love more than myself.

"Mr. Yoon your wife.... " The doctor started off.

"She is fine but I'm sorry to say that... "

"That what?" I frowned. If she's fine then what?

"You've lost your baby" The frown on my forehead creased further. My words got stuck in my throat as if I just forgot how to use them.

"S- She was pregnant?" I tried my best not to stutter but I couldn't stop the shaking of my voice.

"You didn't knew? She was three weeks pregnant and due to falling from such a high place and also getting hurt at the stairs, your wife had a miscarriage. The operation we just did right now is because of that. " The doctor explained.

I blinked my eyes to process things and also to blink away any possibility of me crying here.

How come I didn't notice.

How come?

"I'll take my leave for now Mr. Yoon. Our nurses will take care of your wife and she should be regaining her consciousness by tomorrow evening" The doctor said before leaving the place.

I gripped harshly on my hair, groaning. She..

She had my child. In her womb. For- for three freaking weeks.

I felt like the whole world is going to collapse. Everything is spinning and what is happening the most is

My blood is boiling from anger.

I want to kill Jihyo. Now. At this moment.

"Hyung... " Seokmin put his hand on my shoulder slightly squeezing it.

"Hyung look at the bright side. Y/n is okay. Nothing happened to her. Or else you've lost both" Seungkwan said. He himself was also on the verge to cry. Our sensitive boo. And look how big he's gone that now he is comforting me.

There was Yeonjun standing behind Seungkwan. He was also shocked, biting his lips time to time and playing with his fingers.

If all of us were this traumatized already. I wonder how would Y/n endure this when she knows. That made my eyes blurry. I still managed to stop myself, my fist curled into ball.

Joshua hugged me. "Shuji yaah.. " I stopped. "Go on" He whispered

"Y/n..."

"She probably didn't even know that she was pregnant" Years finally rolling down my eyes when Shua patted my back slowly.

"S-she knew"

"What? " I looked up at Yeonjun. Still processing what he said.

"S-she actual knew that she was pregnant. She found it out when we were at Gangnam for the competition" Yeonjun looked down in guilt.

I was about to march on him and grab him by his collar but Joshua held me back.

"I'm sorry Hyung. I told her that we should tell you. But she wanted to surprise you instead" He explained, eyes full of tears that are threatening to fall down.

"She-" Yeonjun gulped.

"She was really happy, Hyung. We had planned so much to surprise you but I did a mistake and that didn't happen so instead we made a surprise box and she was about to give it to you today" Yeonjun explained.

Right

That box

She gave me before the party.

I clenched my jaw, my fists curling.

"I'm sorry Hyung. We're sorry"

I closed my eyes and inhaled a deep breath.

I excused my towards the washroom.

I noticed my reflection, Looking at the mirror.

The rage, guilt and remorse all is bubbling inside me. I felt so angry that I punched the mirror several times, causing my hand bleed.

(We all know Jeonghan once beat up his company's door, the washing sink, his shoes due to anger so this is nothing)

I breathe heavily when I stop.

Y/n didn't had her period this month.

She was constantly vomiting when we were at Gangnam.

She was having mood swings a lot.

She had a change in taste.

Fxck fxck fxck.

I gripped onto my hair harshly and let out a groan.

How could I be so stupid

I cried silently in my hands. I cried. After such a long time I cried today.

I felt a vibration on my pocket only to find a message on Y/n's phone which she left to me before all this mess happened.

Jennie_eonnie
Did you tell Jeonghan?
How was his response??

I sighed. Even Jennie knew.

"Don't give me that shit Seungcheol. I need Park Jihyo. Alive"

"I don't care where she go, How she go. I told you to find her and you need to find her" I said sternly.

"She flew away Jeonghan! Her phone is untraceable! There is no sign of her anywhere!"

"Like I said 'I don't care how' you just bring her to me" I growled.

(Pfft what 'growled?' Like 'SSWA' Lmaoo. *teasing* )

"I'll try"

"It's been a Fucking day Seungcheol! "

"She just disappeared from thin air! Our connections aren't even able to find her! She sure has connections somewhere I'm telling you Jeonghan. She is gonna cause some trouble"

"She killed my child and almost murdered my wife and what trouble is she trying? I'll Fucking shred every piece of meat from her bones by myself once I find her" I said gritting my teeth together.

Before I could speak further, Joshua came out of Y/n's room.

"Jeonghan ahh?"

"Y/n regained her consciousness"

I'm sowwey for the late

There was no electricity yesterday so I couldn't publish it.

This part is horrible but like I said I'll give y'all the chapter after 20 'HOIYA' so I did.

And I'm gonna upload the next part within a week if I get 20 'DARUMDARIMDA' this time hehehe.

Edit: NO CHEATING ALLOWED LIKE soundof17 DID!! OR ELSE THE TIME SPAN WILL DOUBLE!! ONE 'DARUMDARIMDA' PER PERSON!

!!!Or else no uploads within 3 weeks!!!

Hehehhehe I'm evil I lov it *flips hair*

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