Poems of darkness

Except or not

I can except things and people
But no one ever did to me although I always try to except
No one ever excepts me!
I am the loner in the group
The joke
The failure
The person who is better off dead but doesn't die
Why should I not stop why shouldn't I let go?
No one will care there isn't that much to say
Why can't I just be normal?
No one ever is interested in the same things as I am
Thee words always hurt
After all they always make fun of me even though I did nothing....
Why can't I be normal I am only a loner in the group
Never expected never allowed only hated
But I never did anything wrong
I try my best to fit in but I am not like other people
And I am fine all by myself
Yeah I am "totally fine, there is nothing wrong!"
There is no need to worry about me
But who am I kidding there is no one that will worry about me so don't even try
I always get ideas for books but I can make only so little.....
I used to try to change for them but now I know it is pointless
At least if I leave this world I will leave a mark in history and my legend will always live.
All I want is for the Countryhuman fandom to be excepted and not denied but now I realized that the people who make the stories about them
They make the mark in history
As I said before and will say again
I will leave a mark in history even if I die
There is no denying it!