I hate you/ I love you

In my fanfic era

                                        Xiao pov

Ugh, I always hated school. As soon as I step inside of the building I can feel the dread of a long day. I tell myself every day why they only give us a break on Saturday and Sunday. Can I even count Sunday as a break? Because the next day is Monday and Monday is when school starts. They don't even pay us either then they get mad when adults don't have enough funds for college. I wish I can just end it but I can't. I have to live for her...I can't die thinking she hates me. I wonder where she is

"YAhOoOoo-"

Oh god no

After my little rant inside my mind, I felt an impact on my shoulder. The figure stepped back and made a cheeky grin with his braids just bouncing on his face.

"Finally I got your attention xiao. What were you thinking huh?"

"None of your business"

"Oh I forgot you at that age where your thinking about that nasty stuff" Venti sighs

"What are you talking about"

"ANyEEEwAYY wanna hang out with us after school?"

"No"

Venti clutches his heart and wipes a fake tear "Oh my dear Xiao. I'm wounded that you don't want to hang out with your dear friend."

Xiao just rolled his golden eyes and closes his locker once he finish putting his books into his bags.

"Stop being dramatic. You have the others in our group why not ask them?"

Venti stop clutching his shirt and spoke out "They are also coming. Even Scaramouche. Cmom Xiao you part of the friend group. I can't just leave you out like that."

Xiao didn't say anything and walked away from Venti without looking back. Venti ponder for a few seconds and called out

"Y/N is also coming with us"

Xiao stop walking and slowly looked at Venti. Did he hear that right...Y/N gonna be there. No, he definitely can't go. He already fucked up before he can't afford to fucked up again. But...maybe...just maybe fate could be kind once more. No, he said that before...when he tried to confess to you.

He shook his head at the memory of the way you yelled at him the way you screamed at him and he can't forget the expression on his face.

Xiao clinch his fist into his palms

But he also wants to see you. He...he just wants to be near you...he wants to apologize to you after all those years...he wants to be by your side...he wants to see you smile while hanging out...he...he

"Okay," he said automatically

"Hm?" venti piped in

"I said okay I'm going. Now hurry and go to class before we are late. I don't want another lecture from my dad you know." then after that, he started to walk to his class

Venti shyly giggles and rubs his head "Hehe sorry about before..."
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The long hallways packed with students talking to one another or that one student carrying his boombox playing music (if you don't have that one kid in school you have never been to a school before)

Ugh, I just want to go home xiao thought as he hang his head low. As he turn the corner to the hallway he collided with a body which push him back a bit

"Watch where you are going" Xiao looked to see who was the culprit and his eyes widen

Those E/C stare back at him with a shocked expression mouth agape. She's clutching her phone shes probably been on her phone and most likely didn't pay attention to her surroundings