I have never felt joy in my life. My mother left when I was six and my dad went into depressed alcoholic mode. I sometimes think he blames me for my mother leaving. But I know it wasn't my fault. She was a fucking asshole.
I turned to screamo music, hiding behind my black mask of makeup, and cutting to release any pain I felt. Scars cover my pale skin. The worst part is my dad doesn't even give a fuck. He sees them everyday and acts like he doesn't even fucking notice.
The only reason I still live is because I only have a four months before graduation. After high school, I am going to an arts school in New York. I will lead a new life then...maybe even find love. Who knows.
All I know is it will be way better than this junk place. Here, I am a freak. I'm bullied every day at school. People even go as far as to call me demon possessed....
HEY EVERYONE!!!! THIS IS MY FIRST EVER FANFIC THAT I HAVE WRITTEN BY MYSELF.
I KNOW IT SEEMS BORING, BUT THAT WAS ONLY THE BACKSTORY. I PROMISE THAT IT WILL GET MUCH BETTER. WELL....AT LEAST I HOPE IT WILL...
BUT, FOR ME, GIVE IT A CHANCE?....
THANK YOU XOXO <3
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Sucked in too deep
Teen FictionDepression was all that Aria new. She was lesbian, Emo, and a freak. She was basically a waste to life in her mind. Until she meets an electric-blue haired angel who shows her that she is worth love and life-though it takes her a while to see it.
