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 I sit still with my headphones on full volume while my mum drives me to school  .Mum is spouting nonsense on how I am emotionless and do not try hard enough ,well really she is right I do not try. At all .I am a very emotionless person , but often I really think every one is emotionless and put on happy faces to please other emotionless people. I open my blog and read a text that comes upon my for you page 

Anonymous-why are there no happy people?

Mum drops me off by my school and drives off without saying goodbye. I take off my headphones and put it around my neck before walking towards my school. I arrive at class and get eyes watching my every move when I lay my bag down and sit in my seat.My teacher,Mr Gil , explains the trapezium rule in the most complicated way imaginable. Avril shoots me a look of severe distress.

Avril Avenue ,year 12 ,Avril has been my best friend ever since I've came to this shithole and has stayed with me ever since.I would be nothing without Avril,I sometimes tear up thinking about how much I love her.

When Mr Gil finishes his lifeless lesson I quickly grab my bag and walk over to Avril who is already chattering to her other friends Edwina , Olea and Enid . "There you are!" Avril exclaims loudly . Olea steps back and gives me a dirty look before whispering to her minions ear and walks off ,"what's her problem ", I look back at Avril before looking back at Olea and her minions that have happened to already left. Avril chooses to ignore me and starts to blabber on about Elliot.

Elliot ,year 13,Elliot and Avril have dated for only a couple of months .Elliot used to tease and pester me and Avril ,but claims to say he only did it because he liked her .The concept of bulling someone because you like then is so bullshit .

While Avril continues to blabber on about how attractive Elliot is ,Elliot happens to bump into us ,"would you watch It-", Elliot say angrily before looking at Avril ,"oh it's just you princess", I start to cringe at the word "princess " "oh hi Hillary " Elliot says before a grin appears on his face "wait I saw you and your boyfriend at the shops on Saturday",he say acting like he has won the noble prize "that's my brother "I say trailing off obviously uncomfortable. The bell saves me from this cursed conversation . 

While in lesson , I here my name be called to the principals office. As I walk through the people whispering "ooohh" or "your dead" .Thoughts fill my head 

Did I do something wrong?

Did they find out?

The thoughts stop when I arrive at the office "you needed me?" I say anxiously "I have terrible news to share to you"she said before continuing not waiting for my answer" your parent have gotten in a car crash and the chances they are going to make it is very low" "you may be dismissed" she says as she knows I'm on the verge of breaking down.

I know my mums not the most tolerable person to talk to and my dad used to hit me and my mum but there still my parents .I still love them.tears stream down my cheeks and my face has turned all puffy red as I sit at the steps that lead to my house.